Worshiping Her

chapter sixꨄ

3 years ago:

I fucking hate high school. No seriously, fuck high school.

I love learning new things. I enjoy studying. I make straight A's and everything. The problem is I lack any and all social skills. The only friend I have is Franny and ever since she started dating Noah we barely talk at school.

I don't even know what she sees in, him she's so her and he's so him. He treats her like shit, she deserves to be with someone who will get her flowers every day or someone who gives her kisses of reassurance. She's always coming to me telling me how she thinks he's gonna leave her as if it wouldn't be a privilege to love her. Does he even really love her?

I snap out of my thoughts when I hear someone yell "Nico" down the hallway. I look behind me and see Franny running towards me.

She's so cute.

"Hey." I laugh as she runs into my chest.

"Hi, are you ready to go?" She looks up at me.

"Yea."

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"What's that on your wrist?" I looked at her what seemed to be bruised wrist. It looked purple.

"Oh, Noah had grabbed my wrist a little roughly, he didn't mean it though. I made him upset." She pulls her sleeve down to cover her wrist.

I'm going to kill him. I'm actually going to fucking kill him.

I close my eyes and take a deep breath "How did you make him upset?" I know whatever happened was not a reason to grab her like that but I also want her to feel comfortable enough to tell me.

"Well, he wanted to have sex" She started fumbling her fingers. "So he got mad because I didn't want to at first but then-," She stopped for a moment.

"Then what Franny?"

"Then he grabbed my arm roughly and kept asking me over and over, he started threatening to break up with me." She gulped.

"Franny, please tell me you didn't." I gave her a worried look.

Yes, I want her to tell me she didn't because I have a little crush on her but also he pressured her into doing something she didn't want to do. He put his hands on her.

"It's not a big deal Nicolai." She shrugs and wipes the tear from her eyes.

If it wasn't a big deal she wouldn't be crying right now.

"Did you do it?" I asked her sternly.

"Yes, but it's fine I agreed to it." She said too quickly. "It was all consensual." She nodded.

She was talking as of she was trying to convince herself it was okay.

"Stay here, I'll be back." I unblocked my seat belt and got out of the car.

Have I ever been in a fight? No. But my dad is a right hand in the Mafia so you can do the math.

I stormed into the school and just to my luck Noah was standing in the hallway.