Looks & Feelings

three

Me and my friends opped out of the math state test. Apparently, Drew also did. Why is he everywhere I am? My friends were making fun of me saying I need water and I'm just like, can you not? He kept looking at me, making me uncomfortable. I heard him talking, but it just sounded like mumbling, due to his very deep voice. I heard him say "What is wrong with..." And that's about it. We were talking about dreams and old memories. Brooklyn started talking to us and gave us nicknames. He is still looking at me a lot. I still hear mumbling from his table. Someone threw a ball of duct tape at my shoulder, it was Drew. It didn't hurt, but why is he continuously bothering me? Like, I'm so sick and tired of him and his friends looking at me. I was at lunch, luckily he didn't look at me. But when we were in the art room earlier, he constantly did. It was annoying me a lot. We're in English now, and I am sitting next to one of Drew's friends. Then, my other friend Joey came over and sat down a seat away from me. We were watching a video about mills in the older times, it is so boring. So, I took a small nap. A little later, my stomach was hurting terribly because I haven't been eating. I started to have an anxiety attack because I was hurting and scared. I was breathing heavily and shaking. About 6 minutes through the attack, I felt fine. I just took slow deep breaths to calm myself down. Of course, nobody checked to see if I was okay, not even my friends. English finally was over. I went to Spanish. *Spanish Ends* When we were walking out of Spanish, he looked at me twice, I thought he would stop, but he didn't. We just arrived in science and it hurt breathing. I'm having another anxiety attack. Drew passed by the door and looked in. He stared for a split second and walked away. Honestly, I think I'm starting to like him. But I can't, he's taken by another girl. I know that because he was all over her in the art room earlier. I rolled my eyes when he did that, and I think he saw me do it. I still have two periods left, gym and chorus. But he is in band today, I think. My stomach is in knots, I'm in so much pain. I decided to just put my head down and rest, but it was hard to because of the pain I was feeling. It feels like I'm going to stop breathing. I decided to just take deep breaths the rest of the day.