Carson and I were walking out of English and we saw Drew. He didn't look at me though, he just kept walking. When we were walking out of the lunchroom, I told Carson to walk faster and cover me so he couldn't see me. Thank God, he didn't see me. When we got to math, I had a very long, bad anxiety attack. Eventually when we got into science, Drew passed by and looked at me having my anxiety attack. That's embarrassing. What if he says something to me about it? I mean, he didn't say anything to me at the concert Monday Night. I'm scared to go to chorus because like I said a while ago, he sits right behind me. When I got to chorus, he wasn't there. He probably went to band instead. Oh well, but it's actually better though.
~Next Day~
I just finsished my English test and now, I'm just waiting to go to Spanish. But at the same Time, I don't want to see Drew in the hallway. Why am I so scared to see him? Is it because I like him and he doesn't like me back so it will be awkward? I don't know. It was almost 9:45 AM, as I'm still waiting for class to be over, I start getting dizzy. Oh god, not another anxiety attack. I am so close to walking out of class. We for into science and I talked to the teacher about my anxiety attacks. Drew was listening to our conversation. I was going to tell him to go away, but by the time I was about to, he was gone. "Ugh, u don't wanna see him in Home etc later" I mumbled. I grabbed my science reading book and started reading a section titled 'Consumers'. We were walking out of science and were waiting for our foundations class. When Victoria walked out, she asked me if I was okay, I told her no. I got a 44 on my math test and had a very bad anxiety attack and you think I would be okay? We were in Home Etc and Drew continuously looked at me. It's giving me anxiety, a lot of it too. Someone is also stealing my friend, pulling her away from me every time I try to talk to her. I'm also very nervous about my dance performance because my friends may be coming to watch me perform.
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Looks & Feelings
RomansCatalina. A normal girl, who has a crush. What happens when her crush keeps growing and growing? Anxiety. The anxiety goes on and on, constant attacks. So, will her anxiety stop if he falls for her? Or will everything fall apart at the seems?
