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We were in home etc and Drew walked into the room. My heart started racing ad my anxiety started building in my chest. At least he didn't look at me at all. I started shaking as he walked closer near me.
~The Next Day~
I got off the bus and tripped getting off, I twisted my ankle and now it hurts. My heart, and now my ankle, seriously. I walked into school and straight to class. I got done with my Social Studies test and walked into English. We were just talking instead of working. Now, we got into science and our teacher was yelling at everyone, like always. I started having another anxiety attack. My heart was racing, I'm getting dizzy, my stomach's in pain. I can't breathe correctly, it's hard to. I also don't wanna go to chorus because Drew is there and I'm scared to see him because he sits right behind me. What if he tries to talk to me? I'm scared. Super scared. Including that he already broke my heart like glass. If he attempts to talk to me, I don't know what I would do. I'm probably going to end up stuttering and tearing the whole time. Luckily, in chorus, he didn't say a word to me, because he didn't show up. He skipped class, thank god.

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