Why am I Alive

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"So lets leave out mark on her." the boys smirked and nodded while they were still holding my arms and legs I started struggling more when I realized Preston was reaching for my shirt but, it was too late once he touched it My eyes dilated and widened and then I went into flashback mode:

I was walking home listening to my depressing music when I saw Preston and team jerkface across the street and apparently they saw me to because they were getting ready to cross the street I quickly started to run but Mitch was a track star even though I was one to I had twisted my ankle on 'accident' so I can't run that good at this moment so he easily tackled me to the ground and the rest of the boys caught up 'fatties' my mind chirped. Mitch was the one to speak up first "So boys want to try out something new?" The boys all shook their heads yes and smirked they held my arms above my head and held my legs down and Mitch brought out his oddly large pocket knife and he pulled up my shirt and literally stabbed me in the stomach and while I screamed out in horror and pain he carved 'TC' into my stomach then they left me there to die but No!! Someone had to finally come out of their door like they didn't hear a thing and then fake shock and call the ambulance but they never showed up so I had to drag myself to the hospital..
*Flashback over*

When everything wasn't white anymore I realized my shirt wasn't up yet and I was tearing up and my throat was dry, most likely from screaming and that the boys were all staring at me. I just wanted to curl up in a ball but couldn't because they still had a death grip on my arms and legs, so I just settled for closing my eyes and watching as flashbacks played on my eyelids then one of the boys cleared their throats and I opened my eyes, then Preston started walking towards me again and this time was careful to lift up my shirt and he only lifted it up to my belly button but stopes there I let out a shaky breath but he had a confused look on his face and then he lifted my shirt up more but a little but below my boobs. Thank gosh. and kept looking from my stomach to me then he told the boys to look at my stomach they all did and I knew what they were looking at I accidentally let out quiet "Shit" but they must've heard it because they all looked at me with smirks on their faces and then Mitch was the one to speak "so your not Saddie are you Carter??" "I don't know who your talking bout. Who's Carter?" I said a little bit too quickly. they just smirked more "this should be fun" Mitch said with a devilish grin. this time it was me who was the one to smirk (what's with all the smirking?) "fine, do what ever you want even kill me, I'll beg you for that if you want but know this all I have to do is say one word, and you will end up on the ground tied up.." I said not having a care in the world. they looked shocked at my sudden choice of words but that didn't stop Mitch from stabbing me in the thigh. Sure I yelped but then laughed I have endured worse than this "Ha, you thought I was bluffing nope, just waiting to die" and with that 'blue' jumped up and punched Preston in the face and then did some more moves to put all of the others to sleep, but only for a little while so she grabbed the knife that was still stuck into my leg and examined my stomach "Why didn't you tell me bout this?" "Because, no one knew about it, I hated my past and I didn't want anyone to think of me differently." I said then ran/limped up the stairs and went to my bathroom and took my white bandages and wrapped my leg tight so it would stop bleeding. Then I grabbed my hand cuffs and my eyes changes to a mixture of black and blue I'm still mad Because of all this but sad because they tricked me... when I got back to blue I handed her some cuffs and me and her headed back down stairs when we reached the bottom it was pitch black so I pushed a button on my unneeded glasses and they turned into night vision goggles and I saw that the boys were hiding but I only counted some of the ones that were down there one was missing and then everything went black..

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