*Blue*
After I found Carter I quietly picked her up and opened the window and threw her out. Then I jumped out myself then I pushed the hidden button on my necklace which called for backup they got her to a hospital and she just needed to get an artificial leg. thank goodness.
*Carter*
When u woke up I saw blue running at me with tears in her eyes I got up only to feel a weird tingly feeling in my leg, I looked down only to see an artificial leg, but I'm not going to cry I never cry I never show my emotions and I won't ever unless it's fake. I hugged her back and smiled then I felt this weird feeling in my stomach so I let go of her and I lifted up my shirt only to see nothing. Yay!! I'm so happy now I can go back under cover and they won't find out its me... Fuck to the yes... Well maybe but I want to try something first. So i got changed and told blue that I was going to skateboard around she nodded saying I was good to go and I took off for the bridge, maybe I can end this all before it starts again. They had already changed my look so I can start again, but I don't care I just want to end this all I was about half way to the bridge now so I kept skateboarding along. Almost to the bridge now I can already feel the water on my skin, I got to the bridge so I took my TC shirt off leaving my TC tank top on because I had to look like a fan and took out my blade I have was wearing red long basketball shorts so I pulled them up a little and started:
1- for Mitch
2- for Preston
3- for my stupidity
4- for doing this
5- for being weak
6- for letting them find me out
7- for getting an artificial leg
8- for being alive
9- for failing this mission
And 10- for being everything Teamcrafted has called me....
And with that I pulled my red shorts down and stood up getting ready to jump. It was just a simple step to end it all I jumped and felt the wind rush to my skin but then that's all I felt??
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*A/N- hey guys/gals how us doing? What's up? Are you liking the book? I hope you like this book so far I have been working to update more. anyways bye luv us all
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Why am I Alive
FanfictionThis story is about a girl named Carter and she has been bullied, abused, and she cuts. Her family never wanted her and they left her in the streets so she lives alone and oh by the way she gets bullied by Team crafted.
