Why am I Alive

MAD!!??

*Sam*
Only to be greeted with a grinning Preston. I just stared at him "how did you??.... Why are you?... You were just... I thought...." he just smiled and yelled out to the guys I panicked I started breathing uncontrollably. I believe I was having a panic attack, no this is something more, something worse, I fell to my knees and let out a shriek all I could feel was pain shooting through my spine by that time all the guys were here and just stared at me.

I completely collapsed onto the ground and felt limp but I would not give up. I put all my strength into picking myself up, I eventually did and I took off, I sprinted off into the woods calling Shadow with me, she ran by my side. My vision was getting blurry and I was stumbling all over. I could hear the guys calling after me.

Every thing all just happened at once, pain streaked through my spine again, I fell into a log, and the boys found me. I was still struggling to keep awake and to get free but I could only manage to stay awake.

I wanted to die so bad it's like this itching inside my head, like a ticking timebomb that if you don't listen to it is will explode and eventually kill you. But no I had to be stuck in the person I hate most arms and be carried into their house without a choice they sat me too a table and sat across from me they said one thing "Spill" I just stared at them not giving them what they wanted most.... An explanation..... I just wanted to go live in a box that I would call home but no the world just hates me and wants to test how much I can handle, well guess what world your gunna have to try harder than that. I couldn't keep quiet for long so I started/took the interrogating job and started firing questions at them.

Let's just say they were stunned a little but I still asked away, I just wanted to know why they bullied me and what they want with 'my sister', "What happened to my sister??.... What do you want with me??.... What did she do to you??... Did you kill her??.... Why did you bully her?!.." After the last one I clamped my hands around my mouth and mentally slapped myself for saying that. There mouths gapped open and they looked astonished.

Preston stood, walked over to my side, slammed his hands on the table, and asked "How did you know that?" Me being me I came up with a smart answer. "I didn't, you just told me, and I had my suspicions." I smirked and then my stare went cold I looked at each and everyone of them and they all froze I talked loud enough so they could hear me, I said "Now that we have this out of our way and I already know I'm gunna get my answers after this chat you will let me leave without another word.... So answer me this why did you bully her??" They all looked at me and bursts out laughing.

I took this as my chance to show them that I mean business I used my spy moves to get behind the leader (which in this story is Mitch) and put him in a sleeper hold they all gasped and I used this as an advantage. "Now tell me why did you bully her??!" I asked raising my voice, the one who answered was the one I wasn't expecting to, it was Ty but he didn't just answer he screamed it.. "WE BULLIED HER BECAUSE SHE HAS A PERFECT LIFE AND WE WANTED TO MAKE HER FEEL JUST LIKE US!!" That pushed me over the edge.

"YOU THINK WE HAD A PERFECT LIFE, I WISH BUT NO!! WE GOT TORTURED EVERY SINGLE FRICKEN DAY BY OUR FATHER, WE WERE FLIPPIN HOMELESS BECAUSE WE GOT KICKED OUT BY OUR PARENTS BECAUSE WE WERE 'BROKEN TOYS' as my father used to call us, I left her to get a good education to get a job so I could by a house for us, by the time I get back here she is DEAD do you know how much that makes me want to join her but I can't, because you won't let me. But if you think I'm gunna take any shit from you guys you are terribly wrong and I will not think TWICE about putting a bullet between your eyes, or my own, so just leave me and my dead sister alone and don't talk to me AGAIN!!!!" I just spilled out my feelings by yelling at them. It felt good but I needed to get back to Shadow. So I stood up and walked to the door.

"Ok bye guys see you Never!!" I said and walked out the door but I felt a sharp pain in my head and everything went black....

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*A/N- hey guys/gals what's up? How are you? What have you been up to? Are you enjoying this book? Anyways, I hope you like this chapter I worked hard on it and plz leave a comment.... I saw nobody asked any questions so I guess no one wants to know anything... well luv us all and bye, I guess....*
-A