My autobiography about falling in love with the guy who became my best friend.
This is a story about the ups and downs as I struggle to figure out what I want most in a romantic relationship and how romantically involved I should really get with my...
At the time that he had kissed me on the cheek, I was in a long-term phase of my life in which I was staying single by choice, because I felt on a spiritual level that it would be best for me to live in celibacy for a time, until I received a feeling that it was the right time for a relationship.
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Since I hadn't yet received that feeling, I felt apprehensive about entering into a relationship with my guy friend. I didn't want him to think that I wouldn't date him, though, because I wanted to be with him, and I didn't want to turn him away romantically if I ended up determining that it would be a good idea to be with him. On the other hand, though, I didn't want to lead him on and make him think that I would be in a relationship with him, when I couldn't even know yet if I would.
