Attention-Atrium At LakeTheory of the Cross

Chapter 27

This one sleep is really long.
Fortunately, on the weekend, otherwise this day, a crazy night of lovemaking, Jian Yan does not have the confidence that she can smoothly stand at the front podium the next day for the sake of the students.

Of course, not at the moment.
After ten hours in a coma, the two finally woke up, Ning Nai Toan got up to find something to eat, Jian Yan took her mobile phone to look at it, and then she saw dozens of missed calls from the office. Chairman.
She glanced again for a while, thinking: Not good.

It's Monday 12 o'clock, the other morning there was a big class...
I was about to make a phone call to a colleague to ask when, another famous teacher in the office rang the phone.

"Wow? Teacher Jian? You don't have anything to go, everyone has nothing to do with you in the morning, what are you afraid of?"
"Eh? Empress teacher. I have nothing to do, cough... I just have a cold, cough cough... Eat medicine, oversleep." Jian Yan quickly thought about what to do in her brain, three seconds passed, she only thought of this method of illness, lowered her voice, and spoke.
Possibility also comes in handy before a day of calling too much, at this moment her voice is not good, there is still a point of threat coming, then the phone on the other side of the emirate teacher, originally prepared to make her in the afternoon. There was also a class that didn't say anything, just told her to take a good rest.

Conveniently, Lady Jian Yan used this excuse to directly visit the school for a few days. Originally, the university teacher's resignation was not so simple, but her choking throat still scared many people, and the headmaster waved his hand and immediately praised her for three days.
Waiting for her to finish the school matter, Ning Nai Toan had already cooked two cups of green vegetables and egg noodles.

"The refrigerator is empty, when you go to school, I will go shopping and provide some extra things in the house." Tell Ning Nai Toan that you have a little more peace of mind, she feels that there is something wrong between you, and she doesn't have anything with her hand over and over.

Sitting in front of her, Jian Yan saw her black shadow flash across her forehead, her heart sank, and her mood that was originally relaxed instantly became tight again.
"How are you?" Realizing that love's feelings were low, Ning Nai Toan quickly dropped the chopsticks in her hand and asked with concern: "Did I use too much strength the other day? Hurting you? It's all me that's not good, I .. I can't control myself, I... I don't know what to do either, it's just... I can't help but want you... I... I will in the future. I'm still the same, you locked me in the room? So if I can't see you, I won't hurt you."
Sincerely earnest but clumsy words.

Although Jian Yan was not feeling well under her body, she still smiled at her, grabbed her and put her hand on the table a little, her fingers were still pinching her palm, comforting her in her mouth: "Idiot, I'm not in pain, I'm still really comfortable~ after all, my little girlfriend has a super power~"
After saying that, she was naughty and smiled a little, wanting to reduce Ning Nai Toan's insecurities.

"Then why are you suddenly feeling a little too high?" Ning Nai Toan is not so easily deceived, she knows how rough she has been in these two days, it is normal for Jian Yan's body to be unwell. But if she denied it, then it shouldn't be this reason.

"I... It's just that there are some things at home, I have to go home, I can't support you these days."
"Is it back to Yi Shi? When are you leaving? Are you leaving today? How many days? I'll help you collect your luggage." Hearing this, Ning Nai Toan just picked up the chopstick and put it down, pretending to go to the room.

"Sit down, eat noodles, I'm starving, eat the bowl of noodles we both gathered together."
"Russia." This, knowing that Jian Yan has to go home for a while, the mood is not suitable, and a person changes.
Jian Yan looked at her, her heart's self-blame grew deeper and deeper.
Aning, I'm so sorry, I will come back this time to think of a way to deal with your discomfort.

...

In Ning Nai Toan's eyes with nostalgia, Jian Yan is ultimately sitting on the high-tied Yi Shi.
Y thi li shangjiang is neither far nor near, sitting tall is roughly three hours in appearance.
Just because this is not a long or short three-hour drive, Ning Nai Toan from Jianyan iPad downloads music and movies to download warm movies, let her prepare her hair and rest blindfolded. Of course, she did not forget to take this opportunity to weave that scarf herself.

"You're a weaver?" Jian Yan stared blankly at Ning Nairan with a red scarf in her hand, her eyes revealing slow surprise.
"Favor!" Ning Naisuan nodded heavily, her eyes were full of careful waiting.
Kia was a little worried, but Jian Yan's eyes couldn't help but feel bitter.

It turned out that she and she had been together for so long, she still didn't feel safe...
Seeing that she did not accept the scarf, Ning Naisuan's expression gradually changed, she said with some uneasiness: "Don't you like it?"
Jian Yan looked at her, stepped forward, tiptoed to kiss her face a little on the lips: "Like, can you help me bring it up?"
"Good!"

Sitting in the first-class court in the car, Jian Yan took down the red scarf around her neck, held it in her hand, and gently stroked it with her fingers.
In her mind, every few months with this person, she lived with this person, happy, speechless, happy, trembling, Jian Yan remembers it clearly. It was these memories that did not bring her too quickly, and there were many problems that could not be solved.

She could feel that this scarf wasn't perforated enough, even the seam was a little messy, and the scarf ended up bearing a 25-year-old woman who had never been so in love with a woman with more or less mind.
This is all too serious...
Jian Yan's heart was really messed up, she didn't know if she had any concerns and worries about this woman, or if it was all because of an accident that year that year, which brought guilt, or was it I really started to really pay attention to an owner from the bottom of my heart.

From the very beginning, Jian Yan was really determined to stay with her because she was free from guilt, and even used her own body to calm her down and relieve her abnormality and pain. Right now... Jian Yan dare not assert that her actions all stem from guilt.

Ning Nai Toan gives herself gentle, caring, caring, and climax, but also because of her own expression, her emotions fluctuate, making Jian Yan unable to ignore, even hiding. There's a bit of sweetness in the middle of the heart, and I'm still happy with it.
Jian Yan lowered her head, buried her face deeply in the red scarf, and smelled the breath that belonged to Ning Naisan, her heart was complicated.

As smart as she is, she doesn't know how to handle this emotional part of herself.
If I say... I really love her, will they have a future?
Myself... Qualified?

If one day she knew that she was the one who harmed her and turned into another person in the mouth of the "Monster" which was the direct cause... Can their friendship continue to be enough?

She... Will she hate herself?