Attention-Atrium At LakeTheory of the Cross

Chapter 36

Ning Nai Toan woke up from a sleep, calmly facing everything that had changed.
That woman who has always supported herself in her dreams is not Jian Yan, originally just a servant.

Discharged from the hospital today, she carried her own luggage and backpack and took care of herself, said goodbye to the public, waited for 30 minutes at the export hospital, did not wait to see someone, finally Still bowing in loss and leaving.
Where she could not see, Jian Yan stared at her figure, her eyes full of attachment and unforgiveness.
See you again, I An Ninh.

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After returning home, it is expected that inside, everything related to that woman has disappeared, Ning Nai Toan looks at the empty house, lonely shadow pillow, once love slippers. Only the yellow part left, the toothbrush, the nightgown, the part that belongs to Jian Yan, is nowhere to be found.
After all, she couldn't help it, she sat on the ground and covered her face and cried, letting her tears slaughter indiscriminately, with those heartaches in her heart, she went up with her tears.

Even more painful than the onset of illness.
Just in Ning Nai Toan crying uncontrollably when, the phone rang.
It's Hoang San. In this world, I love myself the most.
Ning Nai Toan wiped away the tears on her face, delayed her emotions, and finally picked up the phone.

"Ugh, mom." Ning Nai Toan tried her best to keep her emotions high, not thinking that Hoang San would find her unsuitable.
"How did it take so long to answer the phone? Nothing happened."

"No, mom, I'm on the toilet upstairs, my cell phone is in the living room." When Ning Nai Toan said it, she was still a little stunned, she didn't expect that she would lie so naturally.
"Nah, nothing is perfect." Hoang San naturally did not find her unsuitable, "That's right, I called to ask that you all have a quick New Year's Eve, when are you going to go home?"
Hearing these words, Ning Naizan deeply calculated the sun and death in her heart, only to be surprised to find that time has come so quickly, this half a year has happened in herself like a movie. color, she clicked her lips and said, "Mom, I'll be back tomorrow."

"Return tomorrow?!" On the other side of the phone, Hoang San's volume was slightly raised, and she was clearly happy, "Then go and put it in Truong Ba Gia Huan until the dried meat and sausages come back, tomorrow I will go and buy half a goat, Waiting for you to come back to make you a good meal."

"Good." Hearing her mother's happy voice, Ning Naian's mouth finally showed a hint of laughter, but her heart was still wet: "Mom, I thought you were."

"I am a good daughter, I thought my mother would come back, my mother will always be your backer."

"Favor."

Ning Nai Toan actually secretly knew Jian Yan from the bottom of her heart, maybe it was because she made some compromise, because after leaving the hospital her body was much more comfortable, returning to her hometown after a few days did not have any problems. No matter what signs of illness, the black gland is not visible, the neck and the back of the mouth are also safe and stable, and there are no other signs.

If she was to compensate herself, then she would accept it herself.
Maybe that way, she can feel a little more comfortable in her heart.
She Yanyan, with such a responsible person, how can she endure harming a stranger by herself?
Therefore, she did everything, including deceiving her own feelings just to relieve her own pain, Ning Nai Toan explained.
For not loving her, her lover is not required.
It's just that the heart is still empty of pain.

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Jian Yan was broken, she didn't think that her own existence was the real cause of Ning Naian's suffering, she always thought that she was just a firework.
When Jiang Shen was on her body, she checked and measured out the same type of "A divisor", which was very similar but slightly different from another type of unknown divisor, she felt that God must be joking with her.