Her Fruitless Love(GL) 18+

Ch- 1.2 Becoming Real Lovers

Ananya:
That moment, exactly that precise minute, everything was gonna change in our life which we both were unaware of.

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Susmita's p.o.v:
"...............but even so I need to ask you how do you feel about me? Would you prefer to be my girlfriend? I swear I'll always keep you happy." By the time she finished my mind was a mess as I stared at her. What's she saying ? I couldn't think clearly, Ananya is my one and only precious bestie whom I've always looked up to.... God knows what she is saying right now..? And to me? What does she even mean..? Aren't we both girls and more importantly friends?

Finally a flicker of realisation came over me and I laughed:

"You really got me there! But seriously quit joking there's nobody else here beside us to see this and laugh. Do this in the classroom, let's go back!"

She looked so serious right now that I almost forgot we are a fake couple, a pair of besties who have an unbreakable bond just like a married couple, our friends jest calling her my husband and me her wife after Ananya called me her wife once in front of everyone. But beneath that cover our relationship is completely platonic and based solely on friendship, nothing spouse-like or marital.

Ananya's p.o.v:
All this while I've been restless and overthinking like crazy and she thinks this is all a joke ? I'M JOKING? Haha... this is hilarious.. she thinks this is another one of my usual flirty jokes of mine that always has the entire class laughing. Only if she knew all those jokes aren't actually jokes but serious remarks but just because I say it in a light tone everyone started to think of it as a joke too and she was so goddamn happy with those jokes while everyone laughed I couldn't have the heart to admit I am always serious when making such jokes, knowing well it will ruin the fun she has with everyone, after all I love seeing her laugh because of me though most of the time I do add later that I don't say something for no reason when they pester me too much. And right now having her mistake my heartfelt confession as a joke even now is truly ironic.

This girl is so stupid -she has no fucking idea about the difference between a real confession and a confession that is meant as a joke. I ain't complaining though, that dumbness of her just makes her cuter by so many degrees but not this time, this isn't the right time for it.
I gotta clear this misunderstanding.

Anger filled my every word as I laughed sarcastically: "Wow, I thought rejection would hurt like shit, but having your crush take your feelings as a joke is no less of a heartache. I feel hurt but so angry too. I know it's not your fault but still, do I look like I'm joking to you??!"

She will never know about the sleepless nights I spent thinking about her and us and she's concluding this all a joke ? GOD GIVE THIS GIRL SOME BRAINS!!!! It's my 1st time getting angry at her !!!!!!

"So....you really love me????" she gaped a little like she couldn't believe the things that were happening.

"I ain't the type to pull pranks like these and you know it too. I'll say it a million times over for you if that's what you need to believe me." I said looking deeply into her eyes with my own unwavering silver irises.

"I love you and I'm crazy about you." I claimed again confidently, the previous flustered feeling all gone though my heart still raced but my determination remained undeterred.

She was blushing so profusely that she had a hard time maintaining eye contact with me, shyness was clearly visible on her face, one of the things I love most in her is that her face is really expressive, I can always look forward to discovering a new expression.

"Awww, she looks sooooo adorable. I wanna eat her up right now!" :Her reactions made me squeak internally though I kept a cool surface but honestly it was difficult controlling these overwhelming feelings of pure adoration. This person is making me feel high without having me do drugs.

As far as I know she hasn't been proposed by anyone yet so this must be her first time, I must make her mine before some other mother fucker tries to take her from me. With each passing day she's getting more and more attractive making me all insecure and restless, no one approaches her because I stick to her 24/7 except when she is at her home, otherwise I'm sure that it isn't just me, many people have already noticed her charms, this girl is just oblivious to her own charms which are enough to captivate anyone like how she has captivated me.

"But I'm a girl" she said after pausing for a few seconds.

"Yeah so?" I replied.

"You like girls?" she asked in an innocent tone.

"Yes but not all, you're the first one I've fallen in love with. The rest are only a medium to kill time when I'm bored. I'll get rid of them if you want me to." I admitted.

"So you are actually a lesbian?" she asked curiously and I could sense her confusion. It was all but a simple question that didn't mean any harm and didn't sound homophobic in the least, yes, this person is just like this, capable of asking all the sensitive things in the world in the most harmless way.

"No, I told you before I loved a guy, but after meeting you I don't even think that was true love, it was more like a fleeting feeling, I saw him more like a friend but with you it's different, when I see you I wish to touch you. Right now I love you more than anyone and you're the only person I'll ever love again." I stated outright in a blunt but soft tone without an ounce of lie in my words because how can I ever lie to my baby?

"And to answer your question, I'm bisexual." I finished the explanation.

"Ohhhhhhhh........" she replied with a long 'O' -as in taking in everything I just said.

After pausing for a few seconds she said.

"So you want to be my girlfriend in real? Like not how we are at present -not fake girlfriends but real lovers?" she asked curiously. Almost sounding like a kid trying to solve a maths problem.

"Yes" I said quickly cutting her off with my answer.
"But I know I've too abruptly come out to you with my feelings, sexuality and everything. To be honest, I don't wanna drag you in this with me, so if you reject me here I'll go my way and we'll never cross paths again together. So now the decision is upto you."

"But I can't lose you. Okay let's start dating." I heard her say and my heartbeat stopped.