Pissing People Off

True Crime

This is so damn spontaneous cause I was just going through my message board and I completely forgot that I was supposed to make a chapter on the serial killer Fandom for Just_Nagito_Komaeda and I f
Completely forgot 💀 I had another idea for a chapter and I forgot that one too, I needa start writing this shit down 🧍🏿‍♀️

But anyways sorry boo, little late but accept me 🙍🏼‍♂️

I actually like this topic, cause I always see those Richard ramirez fan accounts and its always an immediate block from me, I don't even argue with them like I do others cause it's just weird.

I'm sorry it is, These are REAL people, REAL girls, REAL families, REAL lives.

And I genuinely find it sickening, and that's rich cause I've always known myself to have a bit of an empathy problem.

But to me this goes Way beyond empathy, some of these ppl you're fawning over have killed children, they've raped women, they've stolen the Lives away from people with daughters, sons, aunties, uncles, friends. And its all REAL.

That's REAL blood, REAL organs, REAL pain. ITS ALL REAL.

I don't mean to sound insane here but it's so strange, I feel genuinely awful for them, thought I've never lost a family member Im close to, imagine how surreal and just genuinely awful it must feel

One second you're hanging out with your best friend who you genuinely love and care for and could never Be happier  with, the next day that same best friend is on the news cause some random man who doesn't even know your best friend, they don't know their struggles, their favorite food, color, clothes style, They don't know anything but they just randomly decided steal away the life of someone you genuinely care about.

Not imagine that you're mourning the death of that dame person so you decide to go on the internet just to pass some time, and all you see is people online calling the person who murdered the person you cared for, hot. Sexy, fine, whatever.

Imagine their admiring and idolizing that person, praising them as if their touched by the gods themselves.

Im tearing up just thinking about how painful it must be for them.

I've said this before but somewhere along the line of being on the internet a lot and constantly consuming fictional things, you guys get so into it that you forget to be real people.

This may be corny to other people but I like to call myself a non working psychology anthropologist. Doesn't really make much sense But it means that I like studying people like understanding people and their emotions, how they feel, their culture. HUMAN BEINGS.

And I've realized that as much I wanna hate you people, I can't help but feel bad for you and your patheticness, there are billions of people in the world, People
Who aren't scum of the earth and you decide that, that's where your interests lie.

I can't tell if it's attention seeking, Genuine attraction or just insanity but you fold yourself over for a person that's barely even moderately attractive without a care in the world for the people they hurt or are even going to hurt. You won't care until it's you watching the news and you see that familiar face.

You won't care until it's you mourning and just wanting to pass the time and witnessing strangers on the internet bare not even a crumb of empathy for someone you care for.

And all this is coming from someone who hates comforting people and doesn't know how.