Dear Elena
"The cure for crime is not the electric
chair, but the high chair."
J. Edgar Hoover
I know there has been some people that have been up on the high horses and causing some problems grief and drama in your life but I don't despair if you think about the FBI's motto fidelity bravery and integrity you might find that life will be full of positivity instead of negativity. You have been through a lot do you 14 years and you're going to continue to go through a lot but if you continue following these three words fidelity bravery integrity then things will come out smelling like roses instead of like poop and I'm sorry to say that. I know this is your first day at high school by trying to think of it this way that is like going to the FBI academy instead of going to a boring old high school. I know you're very smart and very intelligent gifted human being but you have to deal with these morons for a little while longer until you can make it to university then you don't have to worry about any kind of bullying and stuff and I know you've been bullied for your problems even though the phantom at the time. I found out who is the phantoms war for you that caused your problems in the first place you're fear of communists even though they were really outdated at your fear of a new killer war and your fear of terrorism I found that out through a book called shake hands with the devil you're not alone in this world with these thoughts and fears. But as I said those three simple letters or three simple words I was going to make you get through this OK.
Still keep talking to your psychiatrist it might help you with your fight against whatever fan him you have I know his PTSD nowadays keep your chin up and keep doing chin off so if you can. Don't run away from your problems just say some head on bravely it'll be a lot easier on you than anything else at least you have a decent friend and nails who is a bit of an a hole banana less he was still a friend. I should think that you should try to continue with martial arts even though it's not something that you're too keen on it might help you with your mental health it might help US life as well as keep you out of trouble and keep you strong as well. And believe me you need to be strong if you want to be who you want to be in the first place think about what you want to do in your future there's a lady at there's a light at the end of the tunnel which is the goal that you're going to reach hopefully you'll go to the US and be an FBI agent and probably fight off your fears head-on. As I said don't despair the future is going to come grass pad it as soon as possible.
And not to be cond to sending but try to make some friends if you can try to find out who you are in the first place as of origins and as of who you are in the first place try to find who you are find yourself and maybe my find your goals in life think about this. I don't believe that you should be bullshitted because of peoples inadequacies particularly their mental disabilities meaning they're not as smart as you the normal people I mean they are inadequate compared to you and they have been nothing but mean what shows their IQ more than the shoulder kindness and intelligence so think about it bad behaviour and bullying causes a low IQ and kindness get here somewhere in life as Dangar Hoover says it's not the electric chair that Hass to be in years you could be the high chair choose a high chair and say I'm not talking about something that I baby sits in. If you choose the highway you're gonna be a lot easier than going through fights and getting suspended and having a blemish on your permanent record.
I know a lot of people have tried to provoke you those first month of September 2003.
I remember yourself that aggression or subtle aggression or passive aggressive Ness is not gonna get you anywhere trust me I've learned this lesson so many times that you're going to have more birthdays and I knew is the lock I've been having we're trying to keep up the good work.
Remember the dream bag and dream bagger than taxes bigger than Canada bigger than Russia. That is the only way that you'll survive these four fucking years.
Elena
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fidelity bravery integrity | letters to my self
Novela JuvenilI was inspired by some thing I saw on Wattpad something there was about writing a letter to when you where going to your first day of high school. And this intrigued me very much so I thought this would be a good idea to do some my self.
