𝐡𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐟𝐮𝐥 𝐰𝐢𝐬𝐡𝐞𝐬 // 𝐝𝐜 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐝𝐨𝐧

𝐬𝐢𝐱.

i put my head back and blew smoke in the air. rai looked up from her phone at me, in disgust. "don't do that shit in my house," then looked back at her phone. I stared at her and took another hit from my vape. "bitch," rai said and tried to snatch it out my hand and got on top of me.

I put my arm up in the air and laughed. "move nigga,"

"bro, stop," she got directly on my lap. I looked at her she looked back at me then slapped me. rai slaps hard as fuck, like them hispanic ass moms. them genes surely did get passed down. she grabbed my vape out my hand when i wasn't looking then shoved it in her pockets. "shit."

"bro, what the hell," i said, she got off of me and sat on her other couch. "you really tripping because i'm-"

"vaping in my house, yes. I don't like that," She groaned and went on her phone. I looked dead at her. she looked down from her phone at me. "what?"

"you're a bitch," i said annoyed and went on my phone. My wallpaper always gets me everytime i look at it. It's me and rai taking a mirror selfie together. god I love her. I wasn't even paying attention so all you see is my hair while she looks pretty as hell. i can't even keep a straight face when i'm mad at her.

"thank you," she smiled. i texted back the outlaw gc, istg they be talking about the most random things and at the same time @'ing me. I don't fucking understand.

louie
LMAO

trademark™️
@dcthedon 💀💀

bran
@dcthedon
??? tf did i do?

i looked at the photo and it was a photo of me and rai. hell nah. i barely even told anyone i was dating her. well at least talking.

bran
LMFAOOOOOO DON BRO
kys.

you left the groupchat

i know i'm about to be clowned and called fucking sensitive but that's just an invasion of privacy. rai posted us once but that's all. Rai threw the vape at my face then went to the bathroom. I took two hits from it then went back on my phone. scrolling through twitter and shit.

10:42
me and rai went out to dinner later on that day. She wore a pretty black dress that showed some cleavage. She wore my jacket around her since it was "so cold". Her hair was curled, she also wore her moms necklace.

I wore something basic. a button up, dress pants and my ricks. Along with my cross chain and the other one. Rai took another sip from her wine.
wine is disgusting I don't know how people can drink it, I got some vodka instead.

Rai looked and smiled at me. "shit, i'm full, but i lowkey want to try their dessert,"

"none of that shit sounds good, the hell is a chocolate volcano," rai laughed and put her hand in front of her mouth. "stopp, why are you so insecure about your smile, it's so cute,"

i'm fucking cringing from saying that. i can't take it back now. "i'm not," she lied. I can tell when she lies, she either plays with her necklace or ring. or, tucks her hair behind her ear. I studied her and the things she does... it might sounds weird but i do like her after all, plus i knew her for years now. "but that sounds okay, i want to try the crème brûlée."

"the hell is that?"

rai laughed. "some fancy as shit, let's try it," rai put up her hand and signaled the waiter. "can i have the créme brûlée, please?"

the waitress nodded his head. I fixed the spoons on the cloth and looked at her. I want to ask her and make it official right... i just got to do it at the right time.

We was sitting on the balcony of the restaurant, the lighting outside was dim, a candle lit in the middle with a rose. Me and rai wanted to see the moon, car passing and the building lights. I feel like that's the most romantic thing.

"rai.." i mumbled and cleared my throat. she looked up at me. "we knew each other for a long time and shit.. right? and yo-"

the waiter interrupted me and gave rai her food. she put it in the middle of us. "thank you," she smiled. "this looks goodd," she said and picked her fork up. I went over my scar and nodded my head. she took a small piece and held it out to me. "let me feed you," she smirked.

"shut up." i smiled and opened my mouth. I tasted some and swallowed it just to not hurt her feelings. "i mean it's alright,"

rai took a piece for herself and ate some. "nah you're trippin, this is good,"

"you using the things i taught you," I laughed. i took another bite. rai smiled at me. "so.."

"wassup?" she asked ate some more.

I wiped my hands on my pants and then cleared my throat. "like i was saying...me and you knew each other for a long time, and you actually trusted me to do those type of things with you. I love you so much... and shit..." i mumbled the last part. shit is so awkward. i leaned back in the chair. "do you wanna be my girl?"

rai looked down and played with the crème brûlée. the waiter came over with the bill and put it down on the table. rai reached for it, then pulled out a hundred dollars. "you ready to go?" she asked and put her hair behind her ear.

"i guess bro," i got up from the table and put my jacket back on. Rai walked in front of me. fucking harass ass rejection. in the car rai was on her phone. I turned up the music and drove a bit faster.

"you good?" she asked.

"i'm cool." i mumbled.

"slow down, before you fucking crash," she said. I slowed down a bit. she put her hand on my leg "what's wrong?"

"bitch you know what's wrong," i wish i said that. i just stayed quiet...

12:13
rai hugged me tight, i just pushed her away. "ok... what the fuck is wrong with you?" she whispered yelled. not to draw attention to us.

"nigga what's wrong with you?" i put my hands down and shoved them into my pockets. "i'm just tired... okay?"

"then take your ass home," she said and was about to close her door. before she did, she said this. "and if it's about me not answering your question.. i need more time.. okay? i love you don... goodnight," she closed the door. i stood there.

i walked off and went downstairs to the lobby.

1:57
I leaned over the toilet and threw up. Too much alcohol... I got up and washed my mouth out. I stumbled all the way to room and laid on the bed. I finally passed out after going in and out of conscious.