I'm Sorry

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"This is all your fault!"

Inside the L/n residence was a family.

But this family was different, a wild one as a puddle of blood could be seen faintly by a panning camera.

A head filled with black hair was all there was to see as a small kid sobbed while holding his cheek. "D-Daddy! I-I-"

"Shut up!" His father would hold the body into his arms while his wife would come and hug the father and the corpse. Y/n only watched, he was distraught that his family blamed him for his death yet it was his father who made the lifeless figure like.

"I-It's not my fault... It's not my fault! Y-You pushed him and... and-"

"Shut the fuck up!" His father screams once more before walking over to the child and winding his arm back. "Why don't you just die?! It'll make us feel better now his killer is dead!"

That did it.

The nail on the coffin as Y/n's chest went stiff.

"...I... I..."

...Fwoosh...

...

"...Heugh!"

Y/n shot up from his sleep and hit his knees under a table. He coughs from his sudden gasp for air, pounding his chest to get that saliva or whatever it was that was stuck in his chest.

Slowly, he starts to pant.

...He could remember that night clearly...

Although he was such a young boy, the image of the body leaking blood was enough to scar him. If the image of the dead wasn't what made him remember that awful night, the punch from his father would definitely help.

...He starts rubbing his cheek.

He remembered the pain vividly yet he wants to forget. That bruise that he received before was nothing more of a reminder what his father was capable and willing to do.

It was gone now but that awful purple mark and the uncomfortable sensation when he touched it stop lurked in his mind. "Please... Let my suffering end..."

"Y/n?"

He recognized that voice anywhere, turning to his side and finding a familiar girlfriend next to him.

"Komi?"

"W-What did you say... earlier?"

He figured she heard him mumbling to himself but luckily she didn't. If she did, things might've gone downhill at the wrong place in a wrong time. He waved his hand at her.

"Nothing, Komi... Just..."

Then he realized that he was at school.

Not a lot of memories come to him this morning and afternoon, only of him texting the girl while eating and doing homework and heading to bed.

And judging by the time, it was around ten in the morning. He turns back to Komi.

"Where is everybody? Isn't today officially the first day of class?"

"W-We had another a... assembly t-today..."

"Is that it? Huh... Why didn't you go?"

Komi's eyes widens, she squirms in place with her hands on her lap as Y/n just remembered why.

"That's right, I forgot... I'm sorry for asking..."

And silence.

A mutual agreement between the two as they knew in this situation, there was no point going to the assembly. Besides, lunch was about to start in half to an hour so might as well enjoy this free time while they still had it.

Well, for Komi.

Y/n was seen with his hands on his head, still in thought about that awful nightmare that has been going on and on for years straight. He was definitely stressed out, wanting to let this get away from him for once in his life.

"Y-Y/n?"

"Yes, Komi?"

...Squeak...

Without looking, Komi did something with her chair. It squeaks a few times until Y/n decided to see what she was up to.

He did not regret that decision at all.

"...I-If it makes y-you feel... better..."

She gets comfortable on her seat.

"...y-y... you... can lay... on my lap..."

Pat... Pat...

He had nearly lost his mind at this point.

A dream, is it? No, he just woke up from one.

Maybe this was one of her pranks she's trying to pull...

...But she isn't good with jokes at all...

What am I thinking?! Dream or not, I will not let this opportunity pass!

He's ready to answer, yet he was nervous. This girl made him nervous over a lap pillow as he blushes pink. "...W-Would... it be alright?"

Komi looks down from embarrassment yet she nods softly. Y/n smiles softly, "...Thanks, Komi..."

And with that, Y/n walked on over to Komi's seat and lays his head onto her lap. His knees on the ground yet he was content with Komi's kind gesture.

She would try to pet him with the small experience she had stroking his hair but Y/n didn't mind.

All he thought about... was Komi.

...Komi...

He felt his eyes getting heavy as he decides to pull in another quick nap on her.

"...I love you..."

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