Lifesaver | L.S |

Chapter Eleven

POV Louis

I need him more than anything. I didn't expect to tell him the whole story about one of my darkest days of my life. But I did, and it felt good. I want to thank him for listening and not judging me.

Maybe that's why I started the kiss I wanted to feel close to him.

His mouth tastes as sweet as ever, his lips are the fullest I've ever touched it makes kissing him incredibly satisfying. I could do this all night long.

As we kiss I drip slowly to his chin and start kissing to his neck, Harry throws his head back so I have more access to his neck he starts moaning when my hands drift down his body.

He is wearing a gray sweater but all I can think about is taking it off I want to feel his body heat, I gently pull up his sweater as a hint that the fabric is in the way.

But then he puts his hand on my hand to stop me he looks at me wide eyed.

"Harry I'm so sorry I thought you wanted this I should have ask-." I say worried but I can't finish my sentence because he kisses me.

"I trust you." Is the only thing he says as he takes off his sweater over his head.

It's dark outside but there's enough light to see his beautiful fit body. My eyes scan his face first he looks ashamed at the ground I can see his face almost burning, when my eyes slowly slide to his chest I immediately understand his reaction, I blink twice to see if I'm seeing it correctly.

He has tattoos beautiful works of black inkt.

But it camouflaged his scars.

Silence falls between us when I'm fully dressed and he's in his bare chest. I can tell from his body language that he feels uncomfortable, he puts his arms over his chest trying to cover most of it.

But I don't want him to be ashamed in front of me. Never.

I take a step towards him and gently grab his arms so he can't hide anymore as I kiss the top of his hand. "Can you look at me baby?" I ask him gently.

He looks at me I can see in his eyes that he is afraid that I would judge him so I want to take his worries away. "You are safe with me Harry." I whispered in his ear. "And you're so god damn beautiful."

He smiles at my comment and I can see his body relax a little, I can see him getting confident as he kisses me and takes of my sweater.

I lift him up, he is a little longer than I am but I can lift him with ease I can feel he is smiling while we kissing, I walk to the other side of the balcony and throw him at the couch.

He lands on his back and looks at me with pure lust in his eyes, my hands travels up his belt but before I untie it I look at him. "Are you sure about this?" I ask him seriously.

Immediately he says. "Yes, I need you Lou."

Lou, I think it's my favorite word now.

I lean forward as I kiss him one more time on his lips as I already said I can kiss him all night.

I unbutton his belt and pull down his jeans and I see the outline of his cock though his underwear so I kiss it because I just want to tease him a little. But I notice that Harry quickly gets impatient because he lifts his hip.

I put my large hand on his stomach to stop him from moving. "I have two rules during sex baby, one say stop if you don't want me to continue." I say when he looks at me curiously for rule number two.

"Rule number two, you listen to what I say I'm your boss after all and you don't want me to punish you isn't it?" I say seductively. "So you are going to let me make you feel good baby."