It has been two days since Kayden passed away. My phone was blowing up with questions 'did Trigger die?' 'Since you nigga out the way lemme fuck witchu' etc. I needed to confirm his death so I won't get these messages anymore.
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NiNiDiaz: Dear Kayden, Thank you for being there for me, you were my first love, first kiss, my first everything. I wish it didn't have to be like this, you didn't deserve this, you left me, our daughter, our son, your parents, and siblings. From high school sweethearts to parents and fiancé, we have gotten through so much together and now I have to do it on my own. I wish you could be at the delivery of Kair Saint Angelo Smith, he needs a father figure but I'm not willing to move on, not now not ever. I wish we had a wedding. People may have seen you as Trigger but I've seen you as Kayden Tremaine Smith. Te Quiero mucho and you know it, Kayden no matter what we've been through. I need you here so bad I hope you're in a better place. I love you. #LLK #LLT - besos Joani
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I sighed and turned off my phone. I miss my baby. Mani is out with my sister so I don't have to worry about her.
I got under the covers and cried myself to sleep.
4 hours later
I woke up to the sound of my phone ringing I groaned and answered without looking.
"What the fuck do you want" I shrieked irritated
" This is not a way to speak to your mother," my egg donor said
"Bitch you ain't been, my mom for a long time, fuck do your ass want?" I asked her
"I saw that thug was murdered" she gritted
"En primer lugar, Kayden no era un matón, era mi prometido y el padre de mis Hijos, así que no hablen mierda de él" I yelled at her then hung up
I opened my drawer and grabbed Five blunts and smoked them while listening to Jhené Aiko.
4 months later
"Xav I'm okay" I reassured him
"No, you're not I know when sum is wrong Joani don't lie to me" he sighed
"I think I lost my baby" I cried to him
"Fuck, did you go to the hospital or sum" he asked I nodded no
"Joani shit, let's go to the hospital" he pulled my arm and dragged me to the car, and drove off
I cried the whole way to the hospital. he looked over at me and sighed, he hugged me and apologized for his actions.
5 hours later
"What will be his name?" the nurse asked holding my baby
"Kaïr Saint Angelo Smith" I smiled
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