I never knew I needed him sm..

Yina

First school day after summer holiday.
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I stood up to my alarm at 6 o ' clock. I walked to my closet and looked for my summer uniform and the winter uniform jacket. It was a hot day but I had no choice, I just had to put on my jacket because of the bruises.

I putted on the clothes and quitly went down the stairs hopping my parents wouldn't wake up.

I went to the kitchen and drank some water. I wasn't hungry as always. My parents always told me if I get fat and ugly they will kill me. So I'm scared of eating.

I walked out of our house and started walking towards the library. I still had some time before school starts, so I went to read some books.

At the library -

I grabbed a random book and sat down on the chair. It was empty as always. I only saw a boy, I never saw before. I didn't pay attention to him and just continued reading.

I always were scared of loving someone. I never even looked at boys, because I was scared of falling on love with them.

So I just continued with reading and not paying attention to him.

I was so busy reading that I forgot the time. I looked at my clock hanging around my writs. It was 7 o'clock.

"Shit" school starts in 5 min. I putted back the book and ran out of the library. When I reached the school I heard the bell.

Shit I was late at the first day of school.

I walked into the school and then to my classroom.

Mostly I try not coming to late so the attention wouldn't fall on me.

I knocked on the door and slowly opend it. As I walked in I felt all the eyes on me. This unwell feeling overcame me. I walked to my seat and sat down.

"Sorry for being late せんせい."
(teacher)

" It's fine yina, just sit down and be quit"

"So dear class,a new school year just started. And we will get a new student. I think he should arrive every minute. So for the books-"

It knocked on the door, and a guy entered the classroom.

It was the same guy like from library.
He must have just moved.

I looked at him amd then turned around to the window again. I had a strange felling in me. A felling I never had before, but I just ignored it.

I could see that he was looking at me in the window reflection.

So I looked down at my table. It was hot really hot. And I felt weird being the only one in a jacket. But I was kinda used to it.

The boy then started talking but I just didn't looked at him. I didn't care if he thinks I'm weird.

" Hello everyone, Im Akeno. I just moved here a month ago. I hope we get along."

I must admit his voice was calm and deep.

Ugh what am I thinking.

He sat down in front of me. His body was good build. But I tried not paying attention to it.

School ended at 3 pm. Today I had work. So I headed there after school with my friends and some other classmates.

" Oh my god, this new guy, he was sooo handsome. Did you saw it too yina?"

" His name was akeno, and no I didn't paid attention to him."

" Why did you know his name then. I forgot it." seol said (my friend)

"Cause I'm just good at remembering names, nothing more." I chuckled and answerd.

When we reached the cafe, my friends said goodbye and left.

I walked into the employee room to change my clothes.
I changed clothes and walked out again.

When I went out again I saw Akeno. I walked to him.

" Hello what's your order?"

"Oh hey- wait are you this girl who sits behind me?"

"Oh yes I am, my name is Yina."

"Oh well yes I know." he said and pointed on my shirt where my name was printed.

"Oh yes. Totally forgot it was there." I chuckled.

" Oh Uhm yes I want a coffee, totally I forgot I was here to order something."

I nodded and turned around to make him a coffee.

And there it was again. This strange feeling.

I made him the coffe and gave it to him. With a smile.

-After work-

It was around 8 pm, and the sun was going down.

It was warm and beautiful. So I decided to go to the lavender fields.

The way there was around 30 minutes. I walked there enjoying the sun and the evening air.

When O
I came there it already smelled graet. I sat down on the bench and took out my book.

The book was about a cute love Story. Even if I was afraid of love. I still really wanted someone who loves me.

I took of my jacket and felt the cold air on my arms. It was the best feeling you can imagine. I closed my eyes and suddenly I heard a familiar voice. So I opend them again.

It was Akeno?!

Why he?

Shit I tought. He wasn't standing far from me.
I put on my jacket again and stood up.

It was the first time I saw his face clearly.

It was beautiful. He was beautiful.

" Hello Yina. I didn't knew I would meet you here and Im sorry if I disturbed you. I just really like this place. Im coming here since I moved here."

" Oh no no you didn't disturbed me. I am coming here really often to read or other stuff. Uhm you can sit down if you want. "

He walked towards me and sat down on the bench.

" May I ask what your reading? "

" Ah sure, its a romance. "

" oh nice, so you work at that Cafe? "

" Yes"

" Sorry if I'm asking, its just today you wore a jacket in class but it was really hot ? Is everything okay. I just worried a little bit..."

That was the first time someone cared about me. I didn't knew how to react or what to say. I just felt important for the first time. I was happy but at the same time I was scared.

I felt how tears started rolling down m face. I wiped it off and looked at him with a smile.

"Yes Im fine, thank you"

He looked at me worrying even more. And it made me cry even more.

Suddenly he hugged me. It was warm. I never felt this warmth before. If was a beautiful feeling. I didn't wanted to let go ever.