I never knew I needed him sm..

Yina

My eyes slowly opend. The sun already was out. You looked at your phone.

-11 am-

I stood up, school already started 4 hours ago. My face was still hurting. But for my surprise my face looked normal.

I stood up of my bed and stretched, but as soon as I raised my arm. My shoulder began to hurt really much.

I lifted up my shirt and saw a big bruise.

Shit. It hurt every time I touched it or when I moved my arm.

But the problem was that this was my right hand. And I do everything with this hand. Everything.

I just took a painkiller. And hoped it will stop. I have to go to school tomorrow.

I don't want people to come by my house to give me the school work. That's also the reason why I never skip school more than 1 day.

I walked to my closet and put on some clothes. I took out a white dress, I brought last year. I also I picked up a jacket and opend my door.

My stomach was hurting, cause I was very hungry. But as always I rarely ate at home. So I tought of going to the bakery to buy something to eat. I got my bag and left the house.

The bakery was 3 minutes away from my house. I had no idea what to do when Im not on school. I hated being at home for too long, on my way to the bakery I tought of going shopping for some new clothes.

I still had some money leftovers. After I ate at the bakery I went to the clothing store.

I haven't been here since some years. I didn't even knew these clothes very trendy at the time.

I saw so many beautiful dresses and shirts. But I knew I can't wear those without my ugly black school jacket.

So I didn't brought a beautiful dress or some colorful shirts. I brought myself a new beige jacket. So I didn't had to wear my school jacket.

I went out pf the shop and took of my jacket to put on my new one. I was happy about my new jacket but still,this happiness felt different than before. It felt fake. Not like a real feeling.

I felt empty inside.

Like a big black hole inside of me.

I had no Idea what to do.

The only feeling that felt real was when Akeno hugged me.

I walked trough the quit street and haven't even noticed how long I walked.

After some hours my phone ringed. I looked at it and saw a unknown number. I answerd the phone and heard a familiar deep voice.

"Hello Yina"

"Akeno?! Is tha you?

" Uhm yes. I asked some of our classmates for your number. I hope that's ok. "

" Uhm yes of course. "

" Well I wanted to know if your ok. Since you weren't at school. "

" Uh yes, I just didn't felt sick today. But I'll come tomorrow again."

"Ah ok that's good, see you tomorrow then. " He said and hang up.

"Yeah bye. "

Wow that's the first time someones calling when I'm not at school.

Does he cares for me?
No- stop hoping.

I continued walking and realized that it school was over. That meant that someone might see me.