Love is Harmony

chapter 19 Lonely

I was lonely. I thought it would be ok but I am not sure if I am without my friends I am like a child with his face on the pet store wanting a dog.  I am on the friendship store having my face against the store wanting a best friend. I was alone and Sky came up to me. I said "Sorry Sky." before I could finish she started talking. Sky said " STOP! I can't deal with that again I'm already dealing with that with someone else!" I was angry I wanted to punch Sky. I couldn't do that so I punched the wall with all my might and the wall had a dent. Sky's mouth was open. I left so I wouldn't punch her.  I remember Sky Going to Canpound high.  I was fat and she was skinny. I thought her life was perfect because she was skinny, nice, funny, and weird when you met her. I heard her laughing with her friends Fatima and Rose. I don't know how but she inspired me to lose weight I guess I was jealous of her being skinny and I am not. I went to a cafè so I could clear my mind. I visited Chris to see how he was doing. Someone already beat me there it was Jasmine. After she left Chris said "I'm glad she is gone. She is so annoying." I gave a shrug and I sat down. I wasn't in the mood to laugh. Chris said "What's wrong? Did someone hurt you?" I shook my head. I was trying not to say anything. He made space for me in his bed. I sat and laid down. Chris said "Hey I'm not sick anymore." I smiled and I told him what happened about Sky. I started crying and Chris said "Don't cry. You will never be alone even if we break up you will never be alone or lonely."