You have to choose between me and him

Chapter 10

*Still Niall's POV*

*Ring Ring*  

I turned left in bed to pick up my phone, who the hell would call me this early? I looked at the screen, right Zayn, he took care of the girls last night.

"Vas happening!?" He laughs in the phone, knowing that he woke me up.

"Ehr.. Zayn you woke me up!"

"Yeah I know, that was the point. Why should I call you at 5am otherwise?" He laughs again and continues "Come over at six, the girls will be up by then. Bring the boys, all of them which means Liam too. You are gonna tell everyone about yourself."

I nodded knowing he wouldn't see me and then I clicked him away. How the hell was I'm going to tell Holly about my dark past, well Harry had to start I would make him to. She needed to know everything about everyone of us. 

~At Zayn's 6 o clock~

I knocked at the door and Perrie opened it.

"Hey, she's in the kitchen. She've missed you." She said and smiled, I kind of run to kitchen.

And when Holly saw me in the door opening she ran against me and I lifted her up in a big hug. I spun her around and kissed her neck, she smiled at me and whispered in my ear.

"I've missed you a lot, and I couldn't sleep through the whole night. And then Zayn woke me up so early, I hope it is important!"

I let her down on the ground and nodded.

"So should we start? I can start." Zayn said, looking around on everyone. "Well my name is Zayn and before X-factor I was just a normal boy hanging around with my friends in Bradford. We used to play football and stuff like that. I had a girlfriend and her name was Lille McDuffy. And that is pretty much it about me, Louis your turn."

"My name is Louis but you can all call me Lou if you want to. Before X-factor I worked with my mum in a flower shop and my ex-girlfriend was a girl named Hannah Walker, it was her that made me to go to the audition. Liam, your turn."

"I'm Liam and before X-factor I-I don't know that was a long time ago since I did an audition in 2008 too but I guess I've always been singing. And I had no girlfriend, Danielle is my first. Harry, of to you."

"Uhm, I'm Harry.. Before X-factor I worked in a bakery and did drugs. Yep that's it, Niall, you."

I saw Holly staring at me and Harry, so did the other girls because they didn't knew it either.

"I'm Niall and before X-factor I was hanging with my brother Greg. And Harry... and my best lad from Mullingar, Sean.. we all did drugs. And Holly I'm sorry but I have aggressive problems. When I did the audition for X-factor I would have been in rehab for the drugs and shit but I ran away. I wanted to sing, I loved to sing, I still do... And I love you Holly, you're my princess, I need you in my life."

She gasped and I saw a tear run down her face, Harry wiped it away before I could. I felt anger but couldn't move my body. I saw how Holly looked at me I must be shivering of anger or something.

"I-I need a hug Holly, can you give me that?" I almost whispered and I think she felt sorry for me cause she jumped of the table and walked over to me.

First she slapped me on the cheek, then she kissed the pain away and gave me a hug. I hugged her back, I was protecting her from Harry and me. I couldn't let Harry comfort her every time I was rejected, I needed to do it anyway.