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I turn around just to see Robin standing there. He wears his dumb bandana like he always does and some jeans with a cool belt. He also wears some green t-Shirt that looks so good on him like he's literally so handsome. Gosh I love him.

No. What the fuck! I don't love him. That's weird asf i could never love someone like him. I mean not that he's a bad person or something like that. But I k or that he doesn't like me so there's no point in trying.

"Yeah... yes I am. Let's go." I say and grab his hand while we walk out the door.

"So where do we go?" He asks me. I kno exactly where I wanna be with him so I just keep holding his hand and lead the way to the baseball field.

I used to come here with Bruce and billy sometimes. But since they're gone I'm not here anymore. I mean at least not that often like I used to.

"The baseball field? And what are we supposed to do here?" He asks as he looks around. I just place my bag on the floor and pull out some paper and weed to roll smt. I look up again just to see Robin standing there and looking down at me with a confused but also excited expression.

"You smoke?" He asks as he looks back to what my hands are doing. "Yeah... you don't?" I ask him. He shakes his head, "nah. I mean yeah I smoke but not that much." He says while sitting down next to me.

"Well... did you ever get high?" I ask him another question and wait for his answer while I finish my blunt. "Yeah no." He says. I smile at him and light my master piece on.

"Well then this is your first time loser." I say as I take a hit of the joint. I pass it to him and he takes it. He seems kinda unsure but then he puts it in his mouth and also takes a Hit. I expect him to cough or something like this but nothing happens.

I laugh at this. Robin gives me a confused look and gives me back the joint. "Why are you laughing?" He asks me. "Don't you think it's funny? We're 16. And we're sitting here on a baseball field just to get high, while some sort of kidnapper is out there and kidnap's our friends. It's funny isn't it?" I say as I take another hit, and another one. Then I pass it back to robin.

"Yeah... it's kinda funny. Except from the kidnapping part..." he mumbles the last part of his sentences. "Yeah..." I say as I lay down on the fake grass.

He takes 2 hits before handing it back to me. There isn't much more left so I just take 2 and let him have the last 2 hits.

(Idk how this works. I only did it one time and idk how to explain it in English.)

I smile at him. My head starts to feel weird. That's normal. Robin smiles back at me.

We both lay on the grass now and just look eachother in the eyes. He slowly starts to lean in and I do the same.

And finally it happens. The thing I wait for more than a month to happen. Our lips touch eachother. And it feels so amazing like I never wanna stop.

We kinda get up while kissing so that he sits and I sit down on his lap. His hands find their way to my hips. Out of the little kiss becomes a make out session.

We break apart because we need some air. I start laughing after I gasped for air and looked at him. We really did kiss.

Omg.
I kissed Robin arellano.
I fucking kissed him
I mean he kissed me
But still!

I was so incredibly happy. And I was sure that it has nothing to do with the joint, because I would've done it too if I wasn't high.

He looks at me and smiles. It's the kind of smile you have when you watch the Person you love the most. This loving smile you have. This "I'm happy they're mine" smile.

"Do you wanna be my girlfriend fio?" He asks as he looks me deep in the eyes.

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