𝑻𝒆 𝒐𝒅𝒊𝒐 -robin arellano

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Week two since robin keeps ignoring me. I still don't know what's wrong with him but since he doesn't speak to me I'll never find it out.

I'm sitting in class right now and play with my lighter under my table. I don't get it. Why was he being such an asshole?

I mean we had a lot of fun before he started to really ignored me. That day in the cafeteria was just dumb from him and he said that to me too and then we started being real friends I guess. We hang out allot and I think we almost kissed...

I sat at my bed and stare at him. He looks down because he's fixing is hand. He has gotten into a fight again and now is hands hurt he says. I chuckle at the thought of him fighting again. It's not funny I know. But it's funny he always does that. I mean he really gets into fights like everyday or something like that.

"I can feel you staring mi amor." He says and I immediately look away. It's funny how interesting the floor can get. "I- I didn't stare at you! Why would I? You're not as hot as you think you are." I say looking back at him.

Now he's the one who is staring at me.

I stare into his eyes and damn, they're so pretty like wow... I'm so deep in my thoughts that I don't notice how we both start to lean in. He slowly places his one hand on my cheek and I close my eyes to finally feel his lips at mine...

But nothing happens.

He quickly takes his hand away and stands up from my bed. I open my eyes again to look at him and see that he kinda looks... scared? I look at him with an confused look but he just says that he needs to go home and then storms out.

Did he just?

(Yeah he did My love)

I don't know why but I feel tears in my eyes. I quickly blink them away as I see how Gwen walks into my room to ask what happened.

I get angry at this memory. After that he stopped taking to me. He doesn't even look at me anymore. It kills me because I don't know what I did and I don't know why he is like this...

I let my head sink to the table and try to get a little bit sleep. Math isn't interesting anyway so I don't need to listen to that shit.

"FIO!" I hear my brother whisper-yell as he tries to wake me up. "Gosh I'm awake what the fuck do you want?" I ask him as I look at him with tired eyes.

"Lessons over. We can go to lunch now?" He says kinda confused and stands up. Oh right I forgot that we have lunch now. I just silently nod and stand up as well.

-

"Finney do you think they will find them? I ask him as we look at the new missing poster. This time it's Bruce yamada. I try to control me not to cry.

Bruce was a friend of mine. I would like to say something like my best friend. But we stopped talking for a while because he grew all popular and I was still the outcast that nobody liked.

"Of course they will." He says as he takes my hand. He knows that Bruce was important to me. I know that he feels bad for me but I don't need someone to feel bad for me just because of some shit that happened.

"Whatever let's just go." I say as I drop the paper and start walking. I hear how Gwen and finney follow me.

-

I hear a knock on my window and look up. What the fuck was that? Did I just imagine it? But no. There is it again. This knock.

I stand up and walk to my window just to see a robin sitting on the tree in front of my window. What the fuck?

(Absolutely her favourite word)

"Can you let me in?" He asks as I open my window. "I can. But it's another question if I want to." I say as I look at him with an annoyed expression.

He looks at me confused but then starts to climb in. I mean I never said that he could come in but he would've done it either way so...