Do I Want To Know [We'll Never Know]

⨂ Chapter Three⨂

(this is in no way proof read, I am half awkae whilw high on caffine and augur at 1 AM almost 2 AM ao this might not make sense until i edit it in the morning have fun with this fuckin mess
Update: no longer feeling high, im gonna crash when i can-
-Jay/Skully [he/they/it])

One of the many things Jay Merrick used to do was make sure everyone was ok. Whenever someone seemed sad, he would do his best to comfort them. It might not have seemed like much, but he was doing his best.

Everything Is Fine.

We Worry About Nothing.

Nothings On Our Mind.

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When Skully woke up the next day, he was still at his desk with the notebook still open. He sighed and shut it as he grabbed a different shirt than yesterday, a green one. He looked at his blue jacket and his brown jacket and sighed. Both were too bloody to wear. He sighed and looked through his back until he found a black jacket. He didn't recognize it, but he shrugged and grabbed to put it on.

As he looked in the mirror to see the stranger again, he found that he didn't feel as if he was staring at a stranger anymore. He tilted his head as he investigated what could make him feel so different about his appearance, but found nothing. As he ran his hand through his hair, he felt like he was missing something. The longer he stared, the more familiar he began to look to himself.

Almost out of instinct he went to rub his neck but stopped himself. "Since when do I do that-?" He questioned himself, resting his hand on the sink once again. He sighed as he looked away from the mirror after looking for what seemed like hours. "Why can't I just remember." He muttered. 

As he walked away from the small bathroom that always gave a sense a sense of deja vu and shut the door behind him, he had the distinct feeling that he should do something. However he was unaware of what. He felt the urge to record. Skully rolled his eyes and ignored it as he looked through all the drawers and hiding spots there was in the room.

However the urge got stronger, and eventually he caved in and pressed record as he sat at his desk and started to talk to himself.

"I have absolutely no clue why I am doing this, uhm..."  He paused, and started to dig through the drawer next to him again, before pulling a pen out. "So uhm, I'm pretty sure my name is Skully, but I might be wrong apparently. Uhm-" he paused again, thinking of what to say. "I am a dead man, and I have forgotten alot of things about my life before this. I'd like to remember so uh, I'm recording so I'll remember i guess." He stared awkwardly at the camera before looking down at the notebook  and started to write in the little margins there were.

This went on for a good odd minutes, until Skully looks suddenly out the window before glancing at the camera. "Sorry uhm, thought I heard something."  He felt awkward recording himself, bit at the same time it felt natural to him. This was confusing the hell out of him, so he stood up and grabbed the camera, turning it off and shoving it in his bag.

As he walked down the stairs, bag on his side mask on his face, he felt eyes trailing on him as the normally did. "Where yyou going Skully?" Toby asked as Skully got closer to the door. "Just for a walk, I'll be back." He felt a pair of eyes leave him as he walked out the door. He sighed as he shut it behind him and moved forward.

As he walked, he thought about pulling his camera out, but thought against it. The further away he got from the place he used to be captive at, the more at peace he felt in the woods. Sure he might not know where he was, but it sure as hell was peaceful. However that sense of calm ended when he saw a man in an orange shirt ahead of him. He quickly took his mask off and shoved it in his bag in a panic before the man turned around.

As he walked closer to the man, he started to feel very familiar to him. Then he noticed the blood on his shirt. "H-Hey are you ok-?" He asked, mentally cursing himself for stuttering. The man jerked around and his eyes widened. The man quickly stood up and started backing away. "That- doesn't answer my question-" When the man started to run away, Skully started to run after him.

(Like an idiot /j)

"Hey! What's happening??" He yelled after the man. "Jay go away!!" The man yelled back at him. Skully paused, confused before yelling back.

"WHO THE HELL IS JAY??"