His addiction

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m/n POV

"m/n.. can I come in?" mom asked, it was about 8 p.m. at this Moment and I was laying in bed Looking at the ceiling but I kept quiet dear your brothers are asking for you she said again mom I dont want to. Please.. my voice was getting weak and the tears held up for years slowly started falling. My door opened Baby you cant avoid him for the rest of your life.. if I need to I will I just cant face him mom.. what if he hates me? Or maybe he has a Girlfriend I put my arm over my face trying to stop the tears I know, darling.. but your brothers wish to see you again. Maybe face him once just for them? mom asked but- darling I know youre afraid to be near him because of your past but maybe he will understand you, and your sexuality mom cut me of. She was right, of course but I was afraid to loose one of my closest friends because of my sexuality again.

m/n!! I heard Osamu happily and loudly said as he saw me while I got downstairs hey.. I quietly responded how was America?? Atsumu asked just as loud as Osamu alright I guess I didnt get louder but my heart was ponding louder as I saw him Rin.. he got more handsome and his insta isnt a bit like his real self I might have been stalking over the last years and developed the crush because of this. he looks high that was the first thing that I noticed. One of my classmates in America often brought weed to school so they could have some in the breaks so I often saw that. Hey.. long time no see m/n Suna said with a slight smile he is high more often, or has a high tolerance he doesnt seem high at any point, well to the outside but his eyes are yeah.. long time no see.. gosh his voice..

and we have this weird special attack but you should have seen the one from Karsuno at the nationals they were so similar Atsumu didnt seem to stop talking Tsumu.. Osamu tried to stop him for the fifth time. Over the time Atsumu started to talk about Volleyball, from what I heard the three play in the same team, Atsumu as the setter, Osamu a Wing spiker and Suna as a Middle blocker. Over the time as the conversation was still going on I caught Rin staring at me once or twice, he seemed to be mesmerized. I think it was the drugs he was on but I wasnt sure

Suna POV:

Has he always been this pretty?? WAIT WTF AM I THINKING?! Meh its probably because Im high.. right? m/n looked at me and I quickly looked back to Atsumu who was talking about Volleyball, what else. M/n didnt seem to mind. I looked at the time shit its 10 p.m. moms gonna kill me I bunted out and interrupted the current conversation I mean you could sleep here. Osamu said true but the last times I slept over m/n room was free so I slept there m/n seemed to understand but Osamu and Atsumu looked visibly confused at me where should I sleep now idiots I looked at them they are truly stupid m/n didnt seem to be lacking some of the smartness they definitely didnt have I mean you could still sleep in his room Atsumu said without thinking and somehow I was embarrassed WHAT NO m/n loudly said as his face was bright red. I think m/n is right.. why dont you just sleep in Osamus room the mother of the triples said. shes not wrong, Osamu and I have been friends since childhood, even though me and m/n always got along way better Mom?! Shouldnt that be fine?! they used to sleep as kids in the same bed Osamu said also Im not gay! he said.

Osamu and Atsumu accepted that I am bi so why would he be so against being gay? whats your problem with being heterosexual? I asked and was kinda pissed. M/n hissed at his comment and seemed hurt Osamu what about it? His mother asked I.. there is nothing against it I just dont want to be mistaken as a fag he calmly said so you think being gay is wrong? the woman said again in a calm yet mad voice no, no why would it be. Mom I just cant loose my reputation! he said again good night I heard m/n saying and leaving. He was visibly uncomfortable with this conversation but Osamu didnt seem to mind. good night dear.. And now back to you. That was the last thing I heard as I followed m/n upstairs to his bedroom.

m/n POV

Fag. My brother things being gay is wrong hah.. and I thought he would accept me. I thought as I walked in my room m/n I heard Suna saying wait up he followed me yeah? I stopped and looked at him as he finally got to me are you okay.. you look hurt.. he looked sincere and with worry at me. I put on a casual fake smile yeah im fine just a little tired I said and looked at him that smile is fake. Whats wrong? I forgot we grew up together I dont really want to talk about it I said as I gave up.

He dragged me in my room and set my on my bed. Him now sitting in front of me at the chair near my table Okay now what is wrong.. m/n you worry me right now. You were obviously uncomfortable as this came up and if Im being honest so were I. I looked at him confused I got comments from him ever since I came out as bi youre bi?! I felt my heart skip a beat as I knew I could have a chance with him ..yeah I am wait does he think I wouldnt support him iamgaymyself I blunted out and he chuckled What? You said that so fast I couldnt understand you I breathed in and out to calm down before outing myself to my crush I am gay.. thats why I was so uncomfy. Mom knows I said and he looked shocked Wow he said you are brave.. we have been childhood friends and you somehow are so calm to tell me this I would be way to nervous to just tell a long time friend like that. he said well youre the reason Im gay so I think you should know

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