m/n POV
we stayed in my room for the rest of the night and were talking about many things. Suna seemed to be more comfortable since I told him I was gay He is so handsome I thought while I was laying in my bed and staring at him you good? He said as he looked at my eyes Youre high I said without thinking.
Suna POV
Youre high He said while he looked me directly in the eyes what.. how does he know?? I thought What?? I dont know why you would think that I tried to play it off I can see it in your eyes. Your pupils are widened, not to much so anyone would notice directly but theyre widen a bit.. what did you take? m/n explained. I sighted just a joint.. how do you know so well? I told him the truth Americans are drug addicts even in school well who would have thought Americans are like that How often do you smoke? he questioned. I needed to count give me a second to count.. That often?! he seemed to be shocked as he sat up a bit well.. I tried to explain myself, but I didnt know how Suna.. youre fucking addicted he basically lectured me Okay maybe I am but its fun.. like did you ever take a hit? I dont think I turned the situation for my best, but I didnt care Seriously? he asked bluffed Okay, okay Ill turn my consume down, deal? I asked No Rin thats unhealthy you need to stop. Why did you even start why did I start? I.. I dont know.. I mumbled the answer When? he asked Hm? when what? When did you start this? I didnt know but I dont think that would matter anyway Hey its not your fault I do this, okay? I started at some party not to long ago he thinks is his fault
m/n POV
he seemed to answer honest, but I still thought it was my fault I mean I left with mom, without telling him I was afraid you would hate me if I would have told you I was moving away I told him without thinking I first though you were sick but then Osamu told me you moved away to America with your mom.. I mean I get why you didnt want to leave her.. I still cried for a week after you left he told me with tears forming in his eyes You were, no you are my best friend since childhood, and you left without telling me.. you know that hurt his tears started rolling down his cheeks. I could only look at him, I didnt know what to do. Suna I.. I tried to start but I didnt know what to say. All I did in that moment was feeling awful. I left him without any clue where I went or why I didnt tell him you know m/n I was afraid you would have changed a lot but you honestly didnt.. you are still the shy little boy as you were in our childhood. You always loved to read, and you still do, you dont like speaking up for yourself you rather leave the conversation and often use the excuse that you would be tired so you would go to bed. I hope you remember our promise.. he said all this shortly before the tears started to roll over his cheeks and falling down on his lap. He looked to weak at that moment. you noticed all this.. you didnt change a bit Rintarou, you still like to observe until you know every little detail, huh? I bet you still sleep in class but have one of the best scores in the exams. I noticed he calmed down and was looking at me, eyes full of interest and something else Are you really offended because I called you out for sleeping in class? I questioned him with a slight smirk Me sleeping in class? I dont sleep there thats just a little nap, okay? yes he is totally offended thats not just a nap Suna. You sleep the complete time over and somehow wake up just right before the bell rings I dont get how he does that yeah, yeah he shrugged it off.
We sat there quietly until it knocked on my room Whos there? I broke the silence Its me.. Tsumu The person on the other door side answered What do you need Atsumu? I asked as he opened the door Nothing really I just wanted to ask if you already know what club you want to join because you need to be in one, I hope you know that I was honestly shocked mom never said anything about having to join some schools club uh no I dont really know which one to join, why you asking
Do you want to be the Manager of the volleyball club?
Youre good at organizing things and we still need one true intentions I guess No I didnt want to, I just wasnt interested in sports at all But m/n please my brother begged No, Atsumu you should know that Im not such a sport freak like you and Osamu
This kept o for an hour or so until Suna decided to speak up you know m/n it would be nice to have you there. Unless Kita is at training no one is able to shut them up he looked at me as Atsumu was on his knees, trying to convince me I will throw things if you both dont shut up, no matter what it is I then said as I kept my eyes on the person I loved okay. Whatever you want manager-chan Atsumu got up faster than anyone I had seen before Call me that again and I will rethink my decision. He got weirdly quiet as the brunette sat on my bed chuckling. I uh will take my leave now. I dont want to get killed the fake blonde mumbled as he stumbled out my room in fear calling me that again
The manager? How chaotic are they please so no one wants to do that job?
Oh you dont want to know
This is the end of the Manager?
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His addiction
Hayran KurguYou moved in your childhood (About 7y/o) to Amarica but once you return to you're hometown you meet your childhood bestfriend and learn how much he had changed (Sunaxmalereader)