Chapter 15

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(TRIGGER WARNING AND VERY BIG FEELS.)
Andria's P.O.V

I walk in and see my best friend hooked up to all her machines. I completely broke down. Please don't die I need you... I look down at my arms and see all the cuts covering them. You cant die it could get so much worse...

Kailiah's P.O.V.

I drive to the hospital and ask the annoying nurse where em is. I walk down to her room and open the door and she Andria sitting there sobbing, I run up to her and hug her.

After a few mintues, Andria gets up and leaves.

I look at Emma and completely break Down this wouldn't have happened if I wouldn't have asked them to go with me. I'm so stupied. "Hey Emma. Well I just wanted to tell you that Calum woke up and is fine. I really miss you. I would have visited sooner But I got kinda tied up.. Michael came over the day I found out and if I would've came and saw you I would've freaked I'm so sorry. This is a-all my f-fault. I can't lose you Emma. Please hang on just a little longer..." I lay my hand on hers and feel a little squeeze and I see Emma's eyes open a little bit. I laid my head on her bed and cried harder. I didn't think it would hurt this much...

After a few hours I decided I couldn't deal with The pain and rode home. Before I realized What I was doing I had pulled up to my father's house and ran up the stairs to my room. I went to my drawer and pulled out my blade. My breathe hitched as the light reflected off of it. I sat on my bed with tears streaming down my face and sat the blade on my skin. After a moment I pressed down and drug it across my wrist. I lifted the blade and watched the blood slowly form and smiled at the rush I missed so much. I did this many times after. One after the other going deeper with each cut. My arm was covered in blood and I felt bubbly. I slowly got up and walked to the bathroom. I turned on cold water and washed my arm. I sighed with relief. A month down the drain. I looked at my other arm and felt dissatisfied and did the Same process to it. After the last cut I realized my blade was dull and flushed it down the toilet. I walked to my room and go some clothes then hopped in the shower feeling oddly at peace. After my shower I looked in the mirror and felt the tears coming streaming down. What's wrong with me? I'm such a freak. I heard my phone ring so I hopped on my bed and looked the caller I.D. Mikey ❤ I didnt answer it i just cried harder. I layed down and hugged my pillow to my chest and fell into a deep sleep with one thing on my mind death.

I woke up to knocking on the door. I looked at the time 2:30 I groaned but got up anyways. I looked down and realized my cuts were showing so i grabed my robe and walkednd own the stairs. The knocking grew my painiced as i took longer to answer. I opened it and realized it was Michael and his eyes were red and puffy. "Havr you been crying?" I asked him. All he did was nod and then he pulled me into a hug he's body shook as he sobbed into my sholder. I grabbed his hand and pulled him inside and slowly up the stairs to my room.

He fell on my bed as I realized the blood on the floor. He seemed to notice to and his eyes grew wide. He grabbed my arm and i wimpered in pain. He lifited both my sleves and tears fell down my face. "Im sorry..." A few were still bleeding..."Calum didnt make it." Was all he said.

A/n
Okay you guys before you get your panties in a twist please just take a moment to realize i wouldnt actually kill Caulm lets just say theres a big suprise waiting to happen... but this also made me cry while writing this.
Bye guys . ✋

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