Dazed. // Giyuu Angst

Chapter 7

I'm watching a ranboo stream whilst doing this chapter wooooo
Anygays gonna cringe whilst writing this lmao
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SH, I THINK? IM PRETTY SURE.

Sum of the dumbass cringe chapter:
Mitsuri hurts the bitch girl and sanegiyuu comfort ahwgwovphwk0bwb0k

Shinobu pov still:

Mitsuri got out my grip quite easily and ended up on top of the girl, she had one hand on her swords hilt.

"That's flamboyant."
"I agree but uh.. we should get her off."
"Fine."

Uzui and Rengoku ran up to Mitsuri and grabbed her. (Uzuren?? Should I do a oneshot of uzuren too cause I'm gonna do a obamitsu oneshot)

Tomioka POV:

"C-cant-" I stutter into Shinazugawas haori.

He looks at me sympathetically and wraps his arms around me.
"I-i can't breathe-" I manage to get out.

He takes my hands off his haori. "Look at me, waterboy."

My eyes meet his lilac ones.

"Okay, uh. Name 5 things you can see."

I nod and look around. "U-uh. You-" Shinazugawa hummed. "T-the sky, trees- grass and my mask."

He smiles and nods. "Okay, now 4 colours."

"P-purple, green, white a-and.. black." I say, looking at the uniform.

He nods at me and smiles, running his thumb over the ridges of my knuckles.

"Great. Now 3 things you can feel."

"Your hands, the wind a-and the grass." I state, my airways clearing

"Mhm, now 2 things you hear.
"Your voice and the wind."

"Great, now one thing you smell."

"Uh- your shampoo??" I say with a small chuckle.

Help my wifis disappeared sooo-

"You did it, congrats." He pulls me into a hug again, to which I relax into.

We sat in silence like that for a while, and then I drifted off to sleep.

Snamei pov:

Oh? He fell asleep. Cute. I grabbed his mask and picked him up, making sure I didn't wake him. I then carried him to my estate since it was closer.

Once we got to my estate,I walked inside and placed him on a futon. As I went to walk out he mumbled something. "N-nemi- please stay.."

Eh-?! Nemi? Blood rushed to my face as I stared down at him. "I'm just going to get some food for us-"

"N-no!"

Oh well. "Nevermind then, I'll stay."

Tomioka smiled slightly at this, at least I think? I sat next to him and stared at the ceiling.

Suddenly Tomioka grabbed my arm and pulled me onto the futon with him. "Wh-" He then clinged onto me, which caused us both to blush. Fucking hell, why was he so cute- Stop- stop being gay sanemi, even if he is hot, with his hair and- NOOOO STOP BEING GAY OKAY?? TOP. STOP IT. But what would he be like in bed? AYO SANEMI?? NO STOP IT OKAY- OKAY. STOP.

Eventually I drifted off to sleep too.

Lmao genya pov: OH THERES ALSO GENMUI HERE. :)

I led Muichiro to the wind estate, where I lived with my brother, Sanemi. (Yes Okay they live together in this) We walked together until we reached and open door. Sanemis room? We both peaked in and gasped. "Yo, your brothers gay?" Muichiro whispered. I laughed a bit too much at that- "wait why is the water hashira-" i managed out in-between laughs. We both shrugged and continued walking to my room.

We ended up cuddling and falling asleep.

Tomioka pov: help why am I changing pov so much

I woke up in a field of flowers. Wasn't I with Shinazugawa? I definitely fell asleep on a futon. What? I looked around and all I could see was flowers. I've never been here too. The field looked endless, I could see nothing else. I got up and started walking in a certain direction.

No matter how far I walked, there was flowers. Everywhere. They were quite calming, if I'm being honest. I sat down where I was standing and stared at the flowers. Until I heard a voice.

Sabito..?

I stumbled to my feet as quickly as I could. I turned around and instantly ran into Sabito, hugging him. "Oi. Get off me. If you weren't so weak I wouldn't have died." Oh. One of these dreams. I knew it would be like this again. Of course it would. Why did I get my hopes up? "What? Are you just gonna stare at me?"

I looked away and tears started forming in my eyes. "Tch. You're still weak then."

"If I didn't save you, I would have had a great marriage." I froze at that voice. Tsutako? She wouldn't say that to me. But- but it's true. They're both true- shit. "You can't be mad at us, Yui, you know we're right."

I sighed and nodded. They're right. They're always right. It's never been different. They should've lived instead. (Bro help I'm cringing from this I'm so sorry LMAO)

I woke up in a panic. I stared down and saw Shinazugawa sleeping peacefully. I didn't want to wake him so I stumbled out the room and ran to the bathroom. I closed the door behind me and collapsed on the floor, my tears falling onto the floor. I took off all the bandages on my arms and stared at all the cuts littering them. My hands made their way up to my arms and started scratching at the cuts, until they started bleeding again. I felt lightheaded after a while, blood dripped onto the floor and I could barely breathe too. "Tomioka?" Shit.

"Uh.. Tomioka? Are you in there-?"

That wasn't Shinazugawas voice. He does have a brother though.

"Y-yes.."

"O-oh, are you alright? I saw you panicking whilst you left Sanemis room.. I was in the kitchen."

Shit.

"I-" my answer was cut off by my own sobs.

"I'll get Sanemi.."

It felt like a decade before Sanemi arrived.

No. He can't know what I've done- I tried bandaging my arms again before he arrived, but I was half way through when he opened the door.

"Tomiok-"

Wait oopsies I published this without this whole bottom bit- anyway. wow a long chapter.

1027 words. <3