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Here we are again. So nervous I don't wanna get out of bed. But I do. I drag myself out of bed and put on some ripped jeans and one of my favorite forest green hoodies. As I walk downstairs, I see clay making my favorite breakfast, pancakes.
"Well good morning Y/N. I made pancakes!" He said cheerfully.
"Give me some now I'm hungry." I replied flatly.
He gave some to me and chuckled at how quickly I devoured them. He started to make more, which I was thankful for. I ended up eating around 4 pancakes. Yeah, I got carried away. Clay is now taking me.... Somewhere? He never said really. He just said "get in the car." Could he be taking me somewhere to murder me? Possibly. I don't even care anymore. If I die, I die. We soon arrived at an amusement park. "How did you know I loved roller coasters?" I said quickly. The thrill of moving 60 miles an hour upside down and all the turns does something to me. "I have a secret source." Clay replied with a smirk. Dayum that's hot. "Sapnap is not a 'secret source' "I replied. I knew he got it from Sapnap, I literally don't talk to anyone else.

After we went on a couple rides and after Clay checked his phone, Clay abruptly said, "can we leave?" His eyes were dark green, looking like tears were about to spill. "Y-yeah of course" I said quickly. Was he scared of roller coasters? What's wrong? I got in the drivers seat this time and as soon as Clay closed his door, it all came out. I've never seen him in sadness, let alone like this. This isn't 'scared of rides' crying. This was 'I've lost something close to me' crying. I got out of the car and walked over to his side and wrapped him in a hug. He hugged me tightly. No words. Just two people hugging each other. After about 5 minutes of hugging, he let go and said "please take me home." I agreed and took him home. As soon as we got home, I saw Sapnap sitting on the couch in tears. What the he🏒🏒 did I miss? Clay went up to his room and closed his door. I went over to where Sapnap was sitting and hugged him. "What happened?"
"One of our c-close friends, T-Techno,  passed due to cancer. Him and Clay were r-really close."
(o7, miss you techno <3)I hugged Sapnap tightly. He then went up to his room. I felt so bad for them. I got some of my leftover cookies and put some on a plate. I walked up to Clays room and knocked on the door. No response. I knocked again. Silence. "Hey Clay I'm coming in. You can't be alone right now." I said, letting him know I was coming in. I opened his room door. Nobody was in here. Where was he? I then checked the bathroom. Oh. My.God.

A/N:
YO WHAT DID CLAY DO? It's nothing inappropriate don't worry. There will be a TW before next chapter so just a heads up. Along with that, There will only be one chapter a day as it's harder to write with having school. Also vote and comment cuz it helps me see what y'all want.
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Word Count: 585

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