Freak

Prologue

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Alex's P.O.V
"Who are you? No,  just who do you think you are?" Alexa asked ferociously, "You think just because you now hangout with us you're one of us?"

"Do you know why everyone at this school says we're popular? Because we don't care about anyone else. But you, you do. You care too much about what we say or think. You're not even trying to fit in, you're just fixing yourself!" Alexa's bark made Tia stare at her even more with watery eyes.

"Well," Tia said as she cleared her hurt voice, "Pardon me for "fixing" myself but all I wanted....the only reason I joined you was because I saw you guys. I saw you as the only real people in school."

"You guys don't talk behind each others backs and spread rumors, you don't lie to each other and you sabotage anyone, instead you take care one of another and support yourselves when you need it just like a family should. A family that I wanted to be apart of."

"So if what I said or did was ever too much then I'm sorry. But if your family is no different from mine then I don't want anything to do with it." She wiped a tear, grabbed her bag from the chair and left.

There was nothing neither I or Dezmond could say that could make her feel better, I mean the damage had already been done. So I stopped him, for her sake. Silence filled room as all we could do is look at each other.

Alexa's outburst was one that Tatiana was always going to remember. It was like I could feel her cry even though she was so far away. And the rain, I can't believe she's in the rain right now. I wish I could be with her but the glare that Alexa shot me when Tia was leaving told me not to. The thing with being Alexa's meant that I had to chose her, only.

And that was how I let her get away.

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Tatiana's P.O.V
"I knew it, I knew It, I knew it. I knew I shouldn't have hoped that we could be friends. What was I thinking? I probably freaked them by doing too much, why did I get excited just because I had friends after moving again. I should have minded my own business," I cried and even though my tears weren't going to help anyone, they made me feel better; especially in the heavy rain.

My house was miles away from where I was. Okay it wasn't, it was like ten block from me, ten tiring blocks. But I was alone, Nothing's more humiliating then being seen crying in public, that was a fate I never wanted.

When Nona comes, I'm gonna tell her I tried and I failed. And maybe just maybe, I'm one of those who's just meant to be alone in life. "At least God still loves, that's the one comfort I'll always count on so you haven't one despite your hurting attempts!"I screamed for absolutely no one as I lowered my head.

At this point, maybe I'm better off with God. Just He and I against the world. And Nona of course. My loving Nona, the only woman who was like a mother and father to me. Thinking about her and missing her made cry even more as walked uphill.

She's coming tomorrow meaning I need to pick her from the airport. Let me hurry home and start getting things ready. If only my parents were there too.
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Don, don, don just kidding 😂The prologue is finished (still editing it though) now we can start the unfolding. I really hope you liked it. If you have something to say comment or text my inbox. I'll do my best daily but most of the time it will be weekend updates. I really hope you enjoy as much as I do.

Rmr, God loves you and so do I🫶🏾🫶🏾