Alorah

Part 3

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I am walking. The look in the void. My coat covers me with the fresh wind who wander in the cemetery

I look at all the graves when I pass by. It always makes me sad to see the photos and all the dates on the graves

I sat in front of the small tomb in the middle of the cemetery.

Avalon Alcaraz
April 14, 1998 - September 03, 2014
Always in our thoughts,
forever in our hearts

I feel tears flowing along my cheeks. They warm me up while the wind cools me down

"I miss you so much" I sob looking at the sky

"It was the worst year of my life because you were not near me" I let out a long sob as I look back at the small picture of my sister on the grave

"I miss picking you up at school or we all find ourselves around a table and laughing between brothers and sisters"

"I love you forever and always'' I whisper looking down at my banded hand

I was in my bed when my father opens the door brutally ''you little bitch'' he screams at me with a bottle in his hand

"Leave me alone" I shout to my father as he approaches me with a piece of glass in his hand

"You don't have the right to speak. You shamed me in front of new customers'' he growls squeezing the glass between his fingers

"You got ashamed on your own" I whisper

"Excuse me!?'" He screams. He becomes more and more angry and his face becomes reder than before

He walk towards me faster making me walk backward until I hit the corner of the wall behind me

He grabs my left arm and sits in front of me pressing his back against my chest blocking my breath.

He puts my arm between his and his body

He prevents me from getting up or hitting by his strength "you must learn to be a good girl" he inserts the piece of glass into the palm of my hand slowly making me scream in pain

"You need a lesson" he drops my hand leaving the glass in it and walks to the door of my room before turning around "clean the mess you created"

I shake my head chasing the bad memories of yesterday night.

I get up after kissing her grave and I start walking towards school with my head down

I missed my first hour of class but I will be on time for my second hour

I started normally with Mrs. Penelope so now I have Mr Hatier. I sigh before opening the big doors of the school with one hand

Sara told me that she had kept me a place near her. Mr Hatier said yesterday that we couldn't change places

Which means that the way we sat yesterday will be like that for a while

At least I'm in the background with Sara at the side of me and Josh in front of us

It's just a pity that Matthew is further from us

As I walk down the wall to the class I see Chris against some lockers and he immediatly stands up when he sees me. He starts walking to me and grabs my face to kiss me

When he saw that I don't kiss him back he pulls away and frowns "what going on pet" he says stroking my hair. I pull away again and start looking away and I see from the corner of my eyes that he shakes his head "don't be like that" he sighs