Alorah

Part 24

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Making my way down the stairs is not the easiest thing to do after the drinks I had and the sex activity i just had. Seriously, why does rich people always have so many stairs in their house ? Why can't everyone be poor like me and have less than fifteen stairs in their house.

Ryan told me he would stay upstairs for again some minutes so I can take my time to go back downstairs and not be overwhelmed by people staring at us. While I was horny a few minutes ago i didn't care but now that my libido went back down, i'm more award of that and I still don't like it.

"Where the hell were you ?" Matthew yells at me as I finally leave the stairs. I jump at his sudden coming and sigh annoyed. Why does he always do that ?

"You know how worried I was ?" he snaps in his girl way, a hand on his hip, the other around his drink but his index finger is up, pointing at me "You were dancing like you owned this house and then you disappear without a word" he keeps yelling and i'm thankful the music is loud.

"I thought you went to grab another drink but imagine my surprise when I saw Joey in the kitchen" he keeps going but that sentence had my attention

"Joey ?" I ask cutting him. He rolls his eyes and nods "but he never goes somewhere without-

"Without Chris, yeah I know" he finishes my phrase before I have the time to do it "why do you thing i was so worried" he says more calm now.

"You thought I was with Chris ?" I ask, wide eyes. He nods making me more shocked "but why would I do that ? We're not together anymore"

He rolls his eyes and I can see that he stops his hand to slap his forehead "No kidding. I know you're not together anymore but kiddnapping isn't just in movies or in documentary, Alorah"

This time i'm the one rolling my eyes. "I don't care about Chris anymore. He's not in my life and it's been a while even tho we were together so now stop talking about him" I grab his drink and finish it "It make me go in a bad mood"

He laughs and wraps his arm around my shoulders "let's go get you something to drink, then"

As he leads us toward the kitchen, i see from the corner of my eyes Ryan coming back from upstairs and i instently feel more relax.

His presence always bring me comfort in a way that I can't explain. I remember being intimidate by him in not a good way for a long time but that feeling just change into a good one not so long ago.

I feel safe with him, he make me feel good and he makes me feel important. I feel seen beside him and it's what I needed without knowing it.

My parents don't really pay attention to me except if it's to do something for them like cleaning or do groceries or when they're drunk so I'm just ignored all day which is the best but it's not how it's supposed to be.

My siblings are older and pratically never home since Avalon died. I don't really blame them, the house isn't the warmer so if i were them i would do everything to be out of there as much as possible too.

Emerson still hadn't came back home since that night where he beats our father and even tho i see him at school, i miss him a lot

And with Chris, the feeling of being seen and important to him disappear throught the months.

"already cheating on me?"

Matthew and I stop walking at the same time and I can feel my eyes rolling by themselves. I turn around and see Chris with a drink in his hand and a cigarette in the other, glaring at Matthew.

Cheating ? With Matthew ?

That's seriously the funniest thing I've ever heard this week