The Goal is Love!

It was time!

When I got that cash app after that good morning text I knew what time it was. Big Zaddy was coming down to see me. Me and big Zaddy got together once or twice a month on a regular. He was the type of nigga I could fall in love with because he was a Taurus like me and we vibe the same. The only thing stopping me from catching feelings for his ass was the bitch he had at home. Yea I was a low key side bitch. He said it was a "helping a friend out"type of situation but I been fucking the nigga for a year and a half and the bitch ain't going nowhere! So yea I'm a side bitch. I'm not tripping, I know what I signed up for. One thing I can honestly say, he kept it one hundred from the first conversation I had with him. I respected that because it's so many selfish muthafuckas nowadays they don't give you the right to decided if your with the shits or not. I got to the room and checked in while he was stuck in traffic I put his Don in the fridge poured me a cup of henny. I got in the shower and put on some lingerie. I sipped my drink and listened to the music while I waited for that tap on the door. Big Zaddy came in looking like a mf snack he had on a blue Nike sweatsuit, some low top Jordan ones, a fitted cap and his man purse cuz you know he got that thang In it. Fresh shaved bald head, crisp lined beard with a lil salt and pepper in it. Smelling like kush and cologne. Baby was looking good as fuck . I loved me a bougie hood nigga. Ever time I seen him I had to kiss the nigga for damn near 5 min. He got some of the best sexy big juicy lips I've ever had. They were damn near identical to mine. We sipped our drinks and talked about everything. Once he started feeling his Don he started undressing and then undressing me. I was sitting on the couch with my legs spreaded open getting some well needed head. Big Zaddy was intimate. He liked to take his time with the Pussy when I wanted him to tear this muthafucka up. It has been a over a month since I've been touched by a man. I needed him to suck the hurt, heartbreak, and soul out of me. I need him to make me feel better. That's what he was good at. The head was good I enjoyed it. Once he was done he got up and put that dick in my face, I licked it and kissed the tip
Then I started sucking and slurping on that muthafucka. I loved the way his dick taste it was delicious and I let it be known. I drove him crazy with the sounds I be making, I had the nigga calling my muthafuckin name and moaning while I moaned, slurped, and gave him the Business. After my pussy was dripping I got on the bed in doggy so he can hit this pussy from the back. I like it hit from the back From big daddy not only cuz he was a big dude, but I was protecting my emotions. I can't fall in lust, love, or whatever you wanna call it with a nigga I couldn't have for myself. I threw this ass back on that dick rapidly. He was trying to slow me down but I wasn't having it. I needed to cum and I wasn't gone get it by making love. Love is what got me in my feelings now. I came all over his dick. He loved when I squirted. I made sure I rained on him every time he came to see me. He came hard Yelling oh shit and collapsing on my back. He pulled his dick out of my pussy and like always all he could say was "shit girl." While shaking His head. All I can do is smile. He went to the bathroom and washed that dick off in the sink and we sat and talked. He wanted to take a picture of me. I let him. He was starting to come out his shell. The last time he came down we made a little porno and this time he wanted to take a picture. It came out beautiful. I was laying across the couch with my black silk robe with the majority of my titties hanging out. I looked sexy and innocent at the same time. After we finished our drinks he came and pulled me to the bed in doggy style. I assumed the position and I waited for him to put the condom on and he didn't. He slid that hard dick in me and started fucking me good. I was wet as fuck and even more turned on because I was getting some raw dick. I missed feeling that meat. I was fucking him over a year now it was time he started getting comfortable. We fucked about 5 min before he put the jimmy on. About 5 min later he came. Calling me by my government shaking and twitching. I crawled up in the bed and got ready to sleep like a baby. While he showered and got dressed, he kissed me good night and per usual he headed back up to bougieville with his bitch or as he would say "friend" I was low key sick of that shit. Im way past the hit in run stage. I need to be held at night. I want to be able to fuck you all night if I felt like it. Yet I was left alone. In this big nice room by myself. I looked over at the dresser, he left the rest of the condoms. She's was just a friend. Yeah right.