Now when it came to applying pressure this muthafucka wasn't playing! I got on live faithfully everyday and I had a new daily visitor that was applying the pressure that caught my attention. I like a muthafucka crazy about me. It's was something about getting told I'm fine as fuck that did it for me. I've always been the aggressive type. Now don't get me wrong I like the soft side too but I need all gas no brakes. Step on my neck and let a bitch know you want me. Pressuh came through dropping them gifts in my live and asking me all kinds of personal questions that I skipped over purposely. I wasn't ignoring presshu I just don't like my business in the streets like that. I put up a post and basically I was asking for my followers to cash app me a dollar. Presshu extra ass sent me a cash app for twenty dollars. I went ahead and added presshu back so I can say thank you. Ever since then I got a message every single day. I gave presshu my number because I wanted more pictures to make sure it wasn't a catfish. It took over a week to finally get a damn text. That had my antennas up.I still rolled with it. Days went by and I couldn't wait for presshu to watch my live and come in there taking over. Texas who? Texas was playing and I was getting bored. It's crazy because I would talk about presshu to Texas. Texas knew I was digging presshu. He agreed to slide to the side and let me see that it wasn't going to work between me and Presshu but I didn't see why the fuck not. He was a hater at this point. I was getting edible arrangements, flowers, lunch, good morning text, all day phone conversations and then some. I was loving every moment of it. This is how I wanted my man to act. Do y'all know how good that shit felt to have a muthafucka trying to make you happy? It felt good as fuck! This is what I wanted from ATL bae, this is what I wanted from Big Daddy, this is what I wanted from young tender , this is what I wanted from Texas, this is what I wanted from all the niggas I met since my first love and I haven't got it! Its not about the gifts. Its the daily attention, it's the daily effort, it's the daily appreciation, it's the daily kindness. That sound like someone I can love for a long time. Can I love Presshu? At the end of the day the goal is love. Love wins! I can love Presshu! I can love her with my whole heart.
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The Goal is Love!
FantasyRayna wants love by any means. This book will take you on a ride with some of guys that's she's dealing with. Will any of the guys give her what she's thirsty for or is it just another booty call and heartbreak? Ima let you read my diary. ADULT CO...