The Goal is Love!

Morning After

After a night of Good D and rest I felt a little better but I was still in my feelings. I was tired of waking up alone. I looked around at this nice room and got disgusted because I was laying in this king size bed by myself. My pussy was satisfied but my heart was lonely and tired of being lonely. I  checked my notifications. I scanned through my tiktok and Instagram. I looked through my dms and nothing was worth me responding. Same ole same ole. I got tired of reading the same damn text. I know I'm beautiful, I know I'm fine, I know I'm sexy, I know y'all want me. I was over all that bullshit. Stand out! Catch my fucking attention! My phone started going off with all the daily dumb ass "Good morning beautiful" text. Big daddy texted me "Good morning beautiful " I replied, "Good morning handsome". He thanked me for the wonderful night and told me he "appreciates me so much". what the fuck was that supposed to mean? You "appreciate me" because I stayed in my side bitch lane? Do you "appreciate me"because I drained your dick dry and fucked the shit outta you? I'm confused because if you "appreciated me" so much, your ass would be here waking up next to me telling me in person how much you really appreciated me. Deep down I don't know why  but I lowkey appreciated him too. He was my medicine. He definitely filled my prescription for the time he was here. Big daddy came into my life after I broke up with my ex I was basically hooked on for the last nine years. I was hurt and begging God to help me get through that heartbreak. I don't know if God or Lucifer sent him, whoever it was had perfect timing. He has a solid place in my life. I was just ready to mad at the world because I'm sick of being single. It had nothing to do with big daddy. I knew he wasn't available to love. I texted him back "I appreciate you too". I thanked him for coming to see me and went on to the next.