Egypt's POV:.
Seeing August face I didn't know how to feel honestly I was gonna avoid him for as long as I could.
"Havin fun?" He asked.
"Yes we are." Stinka answered with a sing song voice earning a chuckle.
"Karma Chris said come to his room he misses you." Suckin her teeth she threw away her plate and wrappers in my trash by the door.
"He so needy like a damn baby" whining she slid on her house shoes giving me a kiss on the forehead.
"See you later mommas."
"I'm tellin him what you said." August said stickin out his tongue and climbing in bed.
Karma flicked him off before walking out the room and closing the door behind her.
"I'm finna go find Trey to keep me company while you guys do whatever." Shuffling out the bed she threw away her trash leaving me and August with the rest of the snacks and pizza and was gone.
"Wassup" watching him open up some of my snacks and making his self comfortable.
"Nothing wassup with you" continuing to eat my pizza I focussed on the movie that was on my tv.
"You gonna tell me how it went" taking the remote from me he exited out my movie putting it on something he wanted to watch.
"It was I don't know how to describe it." Letting out a sigh I at some of the snacks he opened.
"Be honest wit me ma." He turned the tv on mute signifying I had his full attention.
"I mean it was nothing I wanted to experience he was rough and it hurt, like he wasn't gentle he was choking me and he kept his hand over my mouth the whole time." Closing my eyes at the memory of it I swallowed the tears that wanted to come out.
"I'm sorry ma." He sounded sincere but my momma always told me if you was sorry you wouldn't do it again.
"Don't be sorry it only hurt because I had only really been with 3 people the first time wasn't intentional though." Finishing off the last of my pizza I threw my plate in the trash along with some wrappers and let August have the rest as I walked to the bathroom to wash my hands.
"Whatchu mean yo first wasn't intentional." He asked from my room.
"You want me to be real with you?" Washing my hands I thought about if I was going to be able to tell him.
"Why wouldn't I." Drying off my hands I grabbed a brush and started brushing my hair preparing to fish tail braid it for the night.
"Ummmm when I was 15 I was raped by one of the dudes who worked for my dad I don't really want to go in to details but technically you were the first person I had ever been with by choice I was shocked when me and you happened but it happened." Sighing I secured my braid with a wrist band and slid on my glasses and retainer.
Looking at the marks around my neck and wrist you could still see where he was rough at I just hope I didn't bruise because I do bruise easily.
Walking back to my room August was quiet as a mouse I don't know why he just was my bed was cleared off and everything was in the trash I climbed in to bed under the covers.
"So inna way I took yo virginity I was yo first?" Pulling the covers over my shoulder I turned to face him shaking my head in agreement.
I watched as he got more comfortable pulling the covers more on him as he turned to face me and his face held sorrow and regret as he dragged his hands down his face sighing.
