Karma:.
"To love or to be loved"
"Why you so quiet?" Turning on my stomach I shrugged my shoulders not really knowing why it was a peaceful quiet.
Being alone with Chris in our own house made me appreciate him so much more than I did before here he showed me sides of him I didn't even know he had in a good way.
What is their to do when your completely happy where your at, I have an amazing home and an amazing boyfriend to go with it.
"What are you doing today?" I questioned while looking at my nicely shaped and polished acrylic nails.
"About today I got somethin' to tell you." He said with a sigh turning to look at him I knew what he was about to say was nothing good by the expression of regret sitting on his face.
"Don't sugar coat it whatever it is I can take it don't leave any details out either Ice I know how you get." My attitude was evident and I didn't care either.
"You know how Trey's baby momma just showed up out of no where with a kid claiming it was his?" Turning on his stomach next to me in the bed I nodded my head telling him to continue.
"Well one of da' girls I used ta' mess with said I got dem' pregnant a while back and I have a 1 year old daughter named Royalty that her grandmas been keeping while she saved up money ta provide fa her don't be mad this was a little before me and you started messing around." Shaking my head I looked at this nigga like are you serious.
"How long have you known?" Watching as he rubbed the back of his neck I knew he had known for a minute.
"I always knew she ended up having a daughter I just didn't know it was mine and I didn't care to know but before you ask anything else let me tell you who it's by." Rolling my eyes I gave him that nigga hurry up.
"It's by Ashley." Even though he mumbled it I heard it clear as day as I sat up on my knees and looked down at him like he was crazy and I was pissed.
"Are you serious Chris? How long yawl been fuckin and when did yawl stop by all means if I'm what's coming between yawl she can have you."sucking his teeth I could tell I was pissing him off but I didn't care.
"I fucked that bitch a couple times but stopped da' minute I started messin with you we might have had problems wid' me cheatin before but I ain't Neva cheated with her and I ain't cheated on you since da' last time I saw how bad I hurt you" crossing my arms over my chest I shook my head in disbelief like really.
"Who all knew?" My eyes were burning and I was about to cry as I climbed out the bed.
"Nobody just us now, and we supposed to go to the hospital because the results came back I'm sorry Ga'Breilla she was just from the past I didn't think it was gonna come back like this the appointment at 3 if you want to come." Shrugging my shoulders it was 2:15 so I decided to be "supportive" and see what was up and brushed my teeth sliding on leggings not bothering to take off my African Turban.
"Let's go." Grabbing my purse and phone I stopped in the kitchen to stuff some snacks in my purse. I had been around Egypt for to long I was starting to develop her eating habits.
The whole car ride there their was no talking besides him trying to talk to me and trying to apologize.
When we got in the doctors room with Ashley I wanted to smack the shit out of her regardless of how bad I could tell she felt.
"Where's the baby?" I questioned as I sat next to Chris in a chair.
"My momma went to change her diaper they should be on their way back." Nodding my head in understanding as if on cue a tall white woman walked in with a beautiful light skinned baby I'm guessing was Royalty.
