The Warming Heart: A Levi X Reader Fanfiction

Chapter 4: Am I "cut" out for this?

Ever since you've been in Levi's squad, you've begun to cut more and more, due to the fact that your friends weren't there and no one really talked to you except the corporal.
Then again, the only things he would say were, "clean this, do that, wash this, run x amount of laps, make this....."
The only real friend you've made here is squad leader Hanji Zoe. She was nice and all, but was a little on the crazy side, but you didn't really care.
You did well during training, beating most of the other squad members. It was especially satisfying when you beat Oulo after he talked crap about him beating you.
The cleaning is what really bothered you.
The chemicals would find a way to seep into your cuts, making it more painful. No one seemed to notice, though you thought you saw the Corpral give you a questioning look a few times.
The plus side about being here was that you had your own room, allowing you to cry yourself to sleep at night. You tried not to show sorrow or pain to the others, and it was easy since you have amazing coping skills.
Still, you wondered if this is what you signed up for, cleaning instead of fighting.
"Am I cut out for this?"
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Hey hunters! Sorry for the really long delay! School has been a jerk, and I had a bad case of writers block. I want to thank you all for reading and supporting this book! Thanks for the votes and likes! This may sound staring, but I do draw MLP (my little pony) art, and I'm willing to show you guys if you want to see it! Until then.....
Night maiden out!