Team Single Malt Scotch (one shots)

Realization

Zisteau's POV

It has been a few days since my date with May. My friend has not talked to me since.... maybe he's given up.

I've had so much on my mind lately. On top of work, I've had Kurt on my mind. What he looks like, his laugh, his voice, how he makes me feel, just him in general. I've never felt like this towards anyone before.

What is going on with me? All I can think of is Kurt. Even when I'm recording, I feel distracted. He is always on my mind.

"Zisteau?" Guude asked

"What?" I ask... I must have zoned out.

"Are you planning on coming to minecon?"

Hmmm... I hadn't really put much thought into it. I wonder if Kurt's going

"Yeah" I say

"Alright.... Kurt, are you coming?"

"Ummm... it all depends on FLoB." Kurt says

"What?"

"If we raise 200% of the goal, I will go."

"Oh, ok"

So Kurt might be going. My heart flutters at the thought of actually seeing him in person, actually seeing what he looks like.

"I would suggest pairing up and sharing a hotel room with someone to reduce the cost." Guude says

"I call Guude!!" Pause says excitedly

"Oh god" Guude says

"We will have sooooo much fun." Pause says

"Ok.... with that I'm gonna end this meeting, once everyone has gotten the stuff arranged send me the info... bye everyone" Guude says

The call drops. Just the idea of seeing Kurt, makes my heart flutter.

I get a notification on Skype. It's Kurt.
(K-Kurt)(Z-Zisteau)

K: hey Z, do you think you could make an appearance on the FLoB-athon this weekend?

Z: I'd love to.

K: great! I'm streaming from 10-6 on Friday. 1-9 on Saturday. and 4-12 on Sunday.

Z: ok, I think I can be there Saturday and maybe Sunday.

K: awesome! just message me when your free.

Z: will do!

So I get the honors of being on FLoB-athon. I honestly can't wait! I'll get to spend more time with Kurt!

The next few days pass without to much interesting things happening.

I was on Skype with Kurt when my phone rings.

"Hold on, I gotta take this." I say and mute my mic.

"Hello" I say

"Hi Tyler!" my friend says

"What do you need, I was about to record."

"I've found someone else for you to go on a date with!"

"I don't know why your so admit about finding someone for me"

"You seem so lonely, your always at home."

"So! that's part of my job! I have to stay home and record!"

"I know dude calm down, I was just trying to help"

"What if I don't want to go on dates with random people? what if there's already someone I like?"

Did I really just say that? oh god, is that actually true.... do I already have someone I like.... is that why I feel like I do towards Kurt? do I really like him? even if I did, I don't think I could even ask for something more than just friends... he probably doesn't even like me.

"Wait... you like somebody!"

"Maybe.. I don't know... I've got to go bye." I say and hang up

I un mute my mic and sigh.

"You ok?" Kurt asks

"I don't know" I say

"What's wrong?"

"My friend keeps trying to set me up with random girls, saying I need to be more social, that I seemed lonely. And I may have gotten a little mad and yelled."

"Oh"

"I just don't understand"

"Umm... what's wrong with going on a random date every once in a while?"

"I don't really have a problem with it, I just never have much fun. All the girls he's set me up with have been ok, but I just don't really feel attracted... I guess."

"Do you not like girls?"

"I'm honestly not sure.... I don't think so though...."

Kurt's POV

Zisteau's gay..... oh my god... I never would have guessed.

My mind starts wandering to the possibility's this new information could bring to the table.... but I'm not gay... at least I don't think I am.

Zisteau's POV

An awkward silence settles. I just admitted to being gay... Not only to Kurt, but to myself. I guess it took realizing that I was having no fun on any of the dates and these new feelings I've developed towards Kurt.

These new feelings, what are they exactly? I love hearing his laugh... his deep voice. just him in general makes me feel all warm and tingly.... I think I'm falling for him.... I really do.

"So, um, do you want to start recording?" I ask, breaking the silence

"Yeah" Kurt says.

We both log onto the server and start recording.

After we sorted through the stuff and figured out Kurt won the ABBA rules, we stopped recording.

"I've gotta go get some more stuff set up for tomorrow morning, so... i'll talk to you later." Kurt says

"Ok... bye" I say and the call drops.

Kurt has a super busy weekend ahead of him.