Okay
These passed few days have been total hell for me.
But I haven't had the guts to tell anyone,
Not even my boyfriend.
No one understands me.
Everyone is giving up on me.
I've been faking a smile,
Putting on this act,
For everyone,
All day,
Every day,
And they all fall for it,
Loud, check.
Annoying, check.
Smile, check.
Laugh, check.
I've got it all.
I wish I could just sit here,
And poor my heart out to someone,
I want someone to be there to listen.
But no one ever is.
I want that shoulder to cry on.
The arms to hug me.
The ears of someone to listen to my drama and constant rants.
I need that one person who will never give up.
ι ωαит σиє σf тнσѕє вσуfяιєи∂ѕ
ωнσ ωιℓℓ кιѕѕ му ѕ¢αяѕ
тєℓℓ мє нє ℓσνєѕ мє
αи∂ тнαт єνєяутнιиg ωιℓℓ вє σкαу
αи∂ тσ нυg мє
αи∂ α¢¢єρт мє fσя ωнσ ι αм αи∂ ωнαт ι ∂σ
ι ωαит α вσуfяιєи∂ ωнσ
ωιℓℓ ℓσσк αт мє,
αи∂ иσт єνєи ѕєє тнє ѕ¢αяѕ,
ωнσ ωιℓℓ ℓσνє мє,
αи∂ fσяgєт αвσυт тнє ѕℓιтѕ ιи му ωяιѕт,
ι ωαит α вσуfяιєи∂ ωнσ
ωιℓℓ ℓσνє мє fσя ωнσ ι αм.
α¢¢єρт ωнαт ι ∂σ.
αи∂ вє му вιggєѕт ѕυρρσятєя.
I wrote that (^^^^) earlier and sent it to a friend.
I wrote it myself.
I think it's good.
But it is so how I feel.
But no one cares anymore.
So yea I just sit here and cry and write down my thoughts to absolutely no one to show myself that nobody cares anymore.
So yea goodnight self.
I don't even know if I still love you or not.
