"Fat"
"Ugly"
"Annoying"
"Obnoxious"
"Worthless"
"Pathetic"
"Emo"
"Die"
"Drink bleach"
"Kill yourself"
"Why do you cut?"
"You shouldn't cut."
"Cutting is stupid"
"Go eat."
"Why do you starve yourself?"
"Starvings not gonna make you skinnier"
"Who cares what they say"
"Be happy"
What the fuck Is wrong with society?
You say all these hurtful cruel things to people and then ask them why they're depressed?!?!!
I just don't understand.
All of these things, (listed above)
I got called today.
Just in one day.
People managed to make me want to die.
In one fucking day.
Not even,
More like 7 hours.
People are so cruel.
Like don't call me worthless then ask why I cut.
Don't tell me to drink bleach then wonder why I'm dead.
Don't call me fat and wonder why I'm starving myself.
Don't call me ugly and wonder why I don't show my face anymore.
Don't call me annoying then question why I'm so quiet.
Don't tell me to die then wonder why I'm not happy.
Don't tell me to be happy and expect me to just all of a sudden become happy.
Life sucks.
Just admit it.
Seeing people happy kills me.
Like yea I want my friends to be happy,
And not cut,
And not be depressed.
But like everyone is so happy
And I'm just there,
Not even pretending to be happy.
Just sitting there,
Being sad,
Crying,
In the middle of school.
You see me crying, you know I'm depressed, you don't help,
And then you flip shit when I show you my scars?
What the hell did you expect from me?
Clean wrists?
Real smiles?
Real laughs?
Happy thoughts?
No.
Wrists? Scarred.
Smiles? Fake.
Laughs? Also fake.
Thoughts? Killing me.
I hate people so much no one understands how much I hate them.
Especially when my best friend turns against me and calls me worthless and pathetic.
Like wtf.
I'm done.
Goodbye.
