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Bts looked at me with wide eyes. "That was really good" J-Hope said

"wow, you killed it" said V..

"you are very talented" said Jungkook who was still in shock staring at me with wide eyes.

I smiled and thanked them and sat down in my seat. I was a little cold because I was the only one who left my jacket in the wardrobe.Well that's what I get for not listening to my manager

"Are you cold, I can see you shaking" Jimin asked me.

I turned to him and said "it's not that bad, thanks for worrying".

At that moment he started to take off his jacket. He put it on me and said "no problem, and your performance was amazing ".

I blushed and told him "thank you very much, but won't you be cold?"

He smiled a little and said "as soon as I see you blushing, I feel hotter".

And then they were invited to the stage. I didn't take my eyes off Jimin. His hair was shining, and his eyes were shooting into my heart.

When they finished Lisa threw in "y/n, Jimin and V didn't take their eyes off you" I laughed and looked at the floor not believing what she just said.

When they came I congratulated them for an epic performance.

I had to go to the toilet, so I just told the girls and started walking away
I realized that the girls from twice came after me, I didn't think anything of it.

When I wanted to go to the toilet, someone stopped me. It was one of those girls from twice

"Umm, who do you think you are" said the one who stopped me.

I stood confused. "You just come here without any audition and you think you can win this thing and give any credit to yourself" she said laughing

"I don't see the point in blocking my way to a toilet to tell me that" I looked at them in wonder, because I really didn't see what it was about.

"She doesn't see the point... come on, you'll only win because of others, and you've only been talking to BTS since you arrived," said one jealously.

"Well, that is not your problem, mind your own business, it's not my fault that I'm friendly and communicative, and now leave me alone," I removed the hand of the girl who was holding the door and entered the toilet.

"Thank god you're not pretty and don't fit the standards so we don't have to be afraid of any BTS member falling for you" they started to laugh meanly.

They knew where it hurt. My parents always used to tells me that I'm beautiful, but I knew it was just because I was their daughter. I was never good enough for myself and that's my problem, and when someone hurts me, I try to fix myself, even though it's not necessary. I started to sob softly, being barely audible, I couldn't hold back anymore, it hit me hard.

When I relatively calmed down, I returned.

"What took you so long" Lisa asked.

"Oh nothing, I tripped on the way," I said convincingly.

Then Jimin turned to me and whispered in my ear "you cried didn't you, you can tell me what really happened"

I whispered quietly to him, "it's nothing terrible, you really don't need to worry"

"come" he said taking my hand and we headed towards their dressing room.

We went in there and he said "come on now you can tell me what happened"

"I was going to the toilet when I met those girls from Twice, they looked annoyed, blocked my way and started saying that I'm ugly and I don't deserve to be here. Maybe that's not it's a big thing for you or for someone else, but it is for me. I've always had big problems with self-confidence" I almost cried again, but I managed to keep it in because I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of Jimin