Scholarship from dreams (Jimin ff), english ver.

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Tomorrow is the competition and I am very nervous. I'm interested in the reaction of other idols when they see me on stage, again.

These last 2 months I got really close with Ateez and Itzy, and I couldn't be in a better relationship with BTS than I am. Every day they would call me on the phone because they didn't have time to go out with me because they had to practice for this competition coming up.

It was even better for me because I didn't have to make excuses why I couldn't go out with them because I still had to practice for the competition.

At this competition I want to make a big impression on all the idols and of course on the fans and I want to show Black Pink that they were wrong

When I left the house I wasn't mad at them at all because it wasn't their fault and actually all three apologized to me as soon as they heard Rose, but after that they didn't want to talk to me or be friends with me again, I don't know if that has anything to do with it with Rose or not, but whatever

Okay... We won't talk about bad topics anymore. Now I'm going to my last training session before the competition.

We haven't released the song that I wrote on YouTube yet for fans to see because we wanted it to be a surprise at the competition and we will release the song only after the competition.

When I came to the studio I saw the manager and my whole group talking. I left my things and joined them. They talked about the competition and everything that is organized there, because they were not really informed, considering that this is their first competition. I didn't listen much because I already went through the procedure once. I was thinking how everything will look when we get there and how we will kill it.

After their agreement, we once again went through everything we needed to and headed home to rest. When I came, I watched some series and talked with Marko, but not for so long. I got ready for bed even though it was only 9:00. The competition wasn't until 1:00 tommorow in the afternoon, but I decided to go to sleep right away to have enough energy for tomorrow.