YOU'RE MY BEAUTIFUL

TRUTH

YOU'RE MY BEAUTIFUL

CHAPTER 9

DRISHIKA POV

"I can't do that now," Divyam said looking everywhere but me.

"Why?" I asked in confusion

Isn't he in love with her or something?

"you like her right? Then what's the problem?" I questioned him again.

"It's just...I don't wanna talk about it." he rubbed his temple and stood up to go out of my sight.

"hiding your feelings is not a solution divyam. Don't neglect your feelings for her. This will hurt you only. No one else will give a damn about it." I stopped him by holding his forearm.

"Are you not doing the same thing Drishika? Are you even listening to yourself? Don't give me such advice if you yourself can't follow them." he harshly removed his hand from mine and stormed out of the classroom while I was just standing there processing his words.

How could he accuse me like that?

Does he even know what I am going through?

Does he even care about my feelings?

"No. He doesn't care about your feelings. He doesn't care about YOU. Stop wasting your time and feelings on him Drishika like an idiot. Don't be an IDIOT." my inner voice sympathized with me.

I let out a small laugh at my condition which was created by me only.

"What an idiot I was to waste all this time on him. The last few months meant everything to me but for him all this was nothing. It is my fault, after all, it was my stupidity to think that we could sort everything out just by simply being friends." I thought to myself and quietly went to my lecture hall with my head hung low.

"Drishika this is not good foryou. Because of him, you have lost your confidence. He's the one who created insecurity in you about yourself. You were never like this Drishika. You didn't give a shit about what others think of you but now look at yourself. You may pretend that you are strong and all and these feelings don't affect you but you need to know that I can see through you. You can't hide your problems from me Drishu even if you don't speak it out. You are always so insecure about all the other girls in the room, not speaking out your thoughts freely, always doubting yourself just because of what? Just because a boy told you that there is someone out there who's better than you? Listen to me my sweet little warrior, maybe there are many girls out there who are far better than you but remember one thing there's only one DRISHIKA out here. No one can be you sweetheart. And you don't need anyone to tell you this. Trust me."

"What should I do Shrishti?"I asked her through my glossy eyes because of the tears I had in my eyes for having such a great friend in my life.

"Drishika I will not deny that Divyam is an important part of your life but if there are people in your life who are not good for you then you have to cut them out of your life no matter how close they are to your heart. You need to prioritize yourself at the top." Shrish paused at looked through my eyes and I am sure she can see the evident fear of not having him in my life. She sighed and continued her unfinished words.

"but you have to clear things out with him before taking any sort of decision. We don't know what is going through his mind. What does he really think of you as? You need to get the answers to your questions before thinking of anything. So talk to him and if he doesn't answer honestly then let me know. The girls and I don't like him anyways so a kidnap won't hurt"