~I want to go home~|The Owl House |~ Fanfiction~|

Reconnecting...?

Alador's POV: I'm at a doorstep thinking about what I should say.... Was this even a good idea....? I take a deep breath and knocked on the door..... and I heard footsteps coming and he opened it...."Alador...?" He said confusedly "Darius....." I said "What do you want..?" He asked "Do you mind if I come inside....?" I asked "Find..." Darius said, We both went inside "So after all this years why did you suddenly show up on my doorstep....." Darius said "Well- you see.... I umm.... I-well I just wanted to- I was wondering..... Uhhh ehhh well....." I said I was nervous and anxious I didn't know what I should say it's been years since I actually talked to Darius..... "Hmm... You know I haven't seen you this nervous since you asked out Odaila.......Just spit it out Blight!" He said "I was wondering if you wanted to try to be friends again!" I said quickly "You what....?" He said "Oh I was talking too fast I'm sorry..... I said-" Darius cut me off.... "No I know what you said I'm just confuse you've never ever tried talking to me before and now you suddenly want to be friends again after all these years what change.....?" Darius said "I'm not with  Odaila anymore, I don't know where Amity is... I'm worried sick about her and I've lost custody of Edric and Emira....." I said "So you're trying to be friends again because you've lost everything...?" He said and sigh "I'm not your comfort toy Alador you can't just walk in and out of my life that's not how it works.... Look I'm sorry that you've been having a hard time but you can't just come crawling back asking to be friends again then expect me to say yes just because you've been having a hard time Alador" Darius said "Darius I don't want to use you as comfort toy.... I've realized that I haven't been the best person...." I said "So what did you realize that you're a hack...?" He
said "Yes I've been a bad a person I let Odaila hurt Amity.... I neglected Edric and Emira and I left you behind and ignored you for years......" I said "Hmm.... So you finally realized it..?" Darius said "I did I'm sorry... I shouldn't have neglected my kids I shouldn't have let Odaila hurt Amity and I shouldn't have ignored you all those years I was a bad person and I want to be better....." I said "Hmm....You want to be better...?" Darius asked "Yes I'm sorry....." I said "Well I don't think I should forgive you right away......" Darius said "I know.... But I do want to be friends again.....Darius you don't have to forgive me.... But can we at least start over...?" I said "To be honest I'm not sure if we should start over...." Darius said "Well that's okay.... I get but just so you know if you do want to be friends again you know where to find me....." I said to him then after that I left I really hoped we could be friends again.... But Darius has a right to be mad at me I left him behind.... and I Ignore him for years.... I shouldn't have expected him to want to be friends again.... I looked at my sigil..... And thought about something.....