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i ran down stairs after getting ready in my new amazing room i'm wearing high waisted shorts and blood on the dance floor top and black vans. i walk outside holding fingers lightly till i see alex and i run to him and hug him i look at jack and he rolls his eyes while hugging alex i here "can we go now" from jack i let go of alex and say get in ill drive. jack calls shotgun we all get in to my two door purple skyline and drive to the movies on the way jack was talking about going to mum for a while and how he wanted me to go with him i said i have a life and ill go for christmas he says you better jack get out and lets alex out of the back i stayed sitting in my car for a few minutes and alex came and opened my door and said do u want to get out or do i have to lift u? say ill get out soon as i stop thinking about the past with going to the movies with lexi and all our shopping dates and i just miss her.we got in to the mall and i asked the boys to get the tickets while i find something to where to lexis funeral. ¨are you share we can leave u alone¨ jack asks ¨how about we all get the tickets the we all find something to where to lexis funeral¨alex asks more like says"¨yes lets do that i say as i find my self going up the stars to the movies alex bought the tickets and we went back down starts i went in to jayjays and fount a really pretty flower dress and a blue floor crown to where with it i help the boys find something to where that i knew she would like jack said that he has his formal suit and alex said he wanted something new. we when and found all the clothes that lexi and i had been talking about getting our brothers for going out nice it was sad that she wasn't here. i found alex skinny jeans and a nice dress top it made him look dam sexy all he need was a nice dress jacket then it would make it better. i look at my phone and we only have 5 minuets to get up to the movies before fast 7 starts so we run there and tack our seats i sit in between the boys because i know that if i sat and one of the sides they would argue about who would sit next to me. i held both their hands though the hole movie we all go back to my car with tears in my eyes i ask the boys if one of them is willing to drive form me jack takes the keys first and we all get in i let alex ride shotgun i get in the back and star talking to jack and saying that eh should drive though mcdonalds on the way home and that ill pay he says yes and drive off the both order and i just say i want a chicken mc cheese burger combo and pay for the hole thing i wasn't really paying attention to what the boys got i was just remembering some of the past drive throughs with lexi we get our food and drive home i didn't say a word and wasn't listening to the boys the boys went in side and i stayed sitting in the back of my car thinking and i was telling myself i should get out alex came to see if i was okay i said year and got out he pushed me ahianse my car and kissed me i wasn't expecting it to happen but it did i after we kissed i just walk in side and walk up stars to put my dress in my room when alex says to put it in his as he wants me to sleep in his room tonight i want to but i ask jack if its okay. ¨yea that all good just remember she is my sister¨ he said wile looking at alex ¨it okay ill just stay in my room jack dont worrie¨ i sad as i go back up to my room to eat my tea and sleep.

hey chelle r u awake?x -alex

yeap-me

okay ill be there in a few minuets x-alex

why don't i come to your room for a change?x -me

okay c u soon i love you x- alex

i walked quiletly into alexs room and saton his bed and started talking to him when he came up behind me and kiss me just as i went to kiss him back i hurd jack get up and his door close so i got off his bed and sat on the floor then jack came in to talk to alex ¨hey sorry man that when eva u and kayla want to be together i seem to rurin it¨ i hear jack say ¨"year its fine it not like ive wanted this for ages i knoe it might not work out but i still love her with all my heart¨ i hear alex say i do a sort ¨awwwww and next thing i know i had both of the boys looking over the edge of alexs bed at me ¨sorry jack i couldent sleep and alex txt me and then u came in so i sat doen here¨ i say explainging my self ¨it okay how about all three of us have a night together and then we can all go to lexis frunial togther i say that would be good as alex gives me his hand but i get up by my self and ask ¨ may i sit with u or should or just go back to my bed¨ alex pats his legs and looks at me i just tell them ill c them in the moring i walk out and hear jack say why did she leave¨ ¨ i dont know ¨alex says i just walk to my room and slam my door and satrt crying then my phone gose off

hey sorry i all way muck things up ill try and let u and alex be together¨ bigbrox

it fine he your frined and we wore not ment to be we cant evon be to gether for more than a hour with out something inturting- me

dont give up bub x-bigbrox

ai txt alex and say

hey are we actually going to be together for longer than one hour?-me

idk but i want to be with you, lexi wants me to be with you and if jack dosent then he can get over it. i love you x-alexx

okay night- me

i have had enough of texting them and just wanted sleep i woke up at 4am screaming and i heard foot steps and i had alex at my door asking if i was okay. i told him it was juts a bad dream and ill get over it but i wanted to talk about it with him. he walked in and sad down and i moved to sit on him and started talking when i noticed him looking at my lips a lot and decided to kiss him and then we ended up laying in my bed cuddling. i feel asleep.