i hate that i love you so ( mindless behavior story)- (finished... maybe)

Chapter 12

--I think this story might be ending soon. sorry. maybe if i get more comments, it ll be longer. lol-

p: you-- you little, UGH"

We tumbled and wrestled. he kept asking why i was fighting him for trey when he never loved me, and that just ended up with me punching him in the face. But then I thought for a moment.... What if he isn't lying. I mean, he doesn't sound like he's lying. If he is tellin the truth then that would mean that after 10 years of us, or me loving Trey, he... He loved somebody else.

 No, don't lie to yourself! You an trey have been happily dating for 10 years! he proposed and everything! You can't let this go

I got kicked in the face by a foot after pulling a braid. I flew backwards, landing on my back. I soon saw a dark figure walk towards me and stop above me, looking furious.

Note to self: never pull this one's braids.

I looked to my right and saw that the knife that was earlier stuck in the ground was right by my head. I reached and grabbed it, my hand shaking, and with a great struggle.

My conciounce kept talking.

You deserved trey! you needed him, and this kid in front of you just killed him: let him see if he enjoys death and kill him too!

I slowly nodded and got up. I kicked him

No! Trey was bad for you! Listen to what the boy is saying. He looks serious when he tells you your fighting him for no apparent reason. Plus, violence is never the answer. Just quit trying to kill him!

I nodded again, confused. Right now I had him cornered

Kill him the voice evilly whispered

I jabbed a few punches in his face and elbowed him in the gut. I did a back flip and kicked him in the process. He slammed into the corner and slid down the wall, looking defeated.

I took the knife and walked towards him.

Yess!!! End it! End it all!

I lunged forward with the knife

NO don't kill him!

I stopped mid in my tracks

KILL HIM

I brought the knife toward his face but stopped in my tracks. My good and bad conscious kept fighting. And my hand went back and forth, my brain trying to decide whether to kill him or not. I looked him in his eyes and they were full of sorrow, fear, and confusion.

JUST KILL HIM DAMMIT! DONT LISTEN TO ANY THING ELSE! think of Trey... And the life you guys would have now if this guy didn't take him away. You'de probably have kids and a happy life! Your not gonna be happy until he pays.

I brought the tip of the blade to his head, letting a few tears slip.

NO

YES

NO

YES

They fought. And now I was starting to second guess killing him. I just kept the tip of the knife lightly placed on his fore head. I heard him shudder and croak our a few whispers

P: d-don't... Do t-this

I looked in his eyes and could see complete fear.

You: UHHG!

I turned and threw the knife across the room. I sat down in the corner, with my hands hurried in my face.

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uhhhhhhh yeah! THIS HAS TO BE THE WORST CHAPTER IN HISTORY! soory if its cconfusing, but the bold is her good thoughts and itallics is the bad thought if you guys were a little confused. but she didnt kill him! yaayyy! lol! comment and tell me how it wasssss