So Fast

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by AddyF18

by AddyF18

You're happy and you smile
But no boy, this girl isn't
Her smile is fake and she cries
She wants herself back

Move on and forget
It's easier said than done
Cut him off
No, I can never do that

How can someone move on so fast?
Did you love me or was it just lust?
You're so happy with a big shiny smile
While my eyes tear, yeah, while I cry

I wonder what's the truth
The way it ended... It's all so fogged
Feeling like you had it planned
Was it like that or am I right?

You made me blame her
But maybe blame is on you
If you're lying to me
I know what I need to do

Stop talking
Easier said than done
Still trying
To find happiness, there's none

I don't even know what's true anymore
All I wanna be is who I was before
I want to get back my old self
And stop screaming and searching for help