excuse the mistakes yawl 😭
I just want to be wanted.
Modesty Harris
Charlotte, NC"I don't give a fuck Journi..." I said walking away from her.
"Mama"
"Get out my face. You want us to be over so bad then fuck it. You single I'm single it's over with."
"That's not what I meant though-"
"You think I give a flying fuck?? You texting bitches right in front of my face and expect me to be cool? You literally told her that you didn't wanna be with me and you was gon dump me soon so I'm making things easier for you"
I packed what little stuff I did have over at her house and walked out of her room.
She pulled me back into her.
"Mama, can you let me talk? Please?" I rolled my eyes.
I stared at her.
"It's a prankkkkk" She smirked in my face.
I turned to leave anyway.
She pulled me back once again.
"Journi stop talking to me" I mumbled.
"You so pretty mama," She said, admiring me.
I wanted to be mad but now I was flustered and confused.
"Why do you play so much like that wasn't even funny" I frowned.
"I was bored" She smiled innocently.
"I'm not the same person I was months ago. I want you and only you" She kissed me.
She always made it difficult to stay mad at her for a long time.
"Comereee" She whined as I walked towards the door.
She lifted me up and slammed me on the bed.
"Journi wtf"
"I didn't mean to do it that hard.."
"I'm going home bro" I said, rubbing my back.
"No no no no baby I'm sorry. I can't breathe without you" She frowned.
"I guess you gon suffocate then" I walked out of the room.
"Bae please" She followed behind me.
I stopped replying.
"Fine.. fuck you then! I don't give a fuck. I could find someone to replace you right now" She said.
I knew she was just saying that to hurt my feelings which it did but I wasn't going to let her know that.
"I'll call me up somebody right now fuck outta here"
I tuned her out and grabbed my phone from the living room.