How I fell in love with him. (Sanzu x reader) // Tokyo Revengers

5

I was thinking a lot about it. I was tempted but I instead pulled him back up. I promised my friend that I wouldn't kill him after all. He thanked me but I punched him in the face, nose broken instantly. I grabbed him by his shirt and picked him up of the ground and slammed him against the brick wall. 

"Your going to leave her the fuck alone, got it?" I smiled mischievously.  

"And if I don't?" he scoffed.

I moved him over the railing. Holding him over it with just one hand. He had no where to hold onto but me, so he has to agree or I drop him. If I drop him he drops into the bins so its a soft landing sort off, but he will stink. 

"I'm not going to leave her! I love her!" he yelled out. 

"And I don't in particular want to kill you but I sure as hell will get the thrill" I smiled. 

I drop him and he screams as he falls down. I walked down the stairs before I jump down to the ground since they just stop. As I reached the ground I notice all the guys from before just stood there staring. Did they follow me? 

He got out the bins and the psycho threw himself onto my back holding yet another knife to my throat. I thought a weird comment would make him stop so I think on the spot and smirk. 

"Kind of into knives so are you trying to scare me or turn me on?" I giggled. 

I grabbed the knife out of his hands and threw him onto the ground, over my shoulder. His back cracked as he dropped to the ground with a huge thud. I put my heal to his chest. 

"Still determined to see her? This can be a daily thing" I chuckled. 

"I'd do anything for the girl I love!" he growled. 

"You don't love her. If you had any love for her you wouldn't be so crazy with rules, she cant leave the house, she cant have friends, she cant follow any guys on social media, she can only hang out with someone for an hour, she cant leave the house unless its with you. Your toxic as shit man, she's finally free when she isn't with you. No woman likes to be controlled by a man, so if you think that's okay, find yourself a woman from the 1800s because this isn't right!" I laugh at his pathetic rules. 

"She loves me, I know she does" he says with a smile. 

"No she doesn't! A, your not even that good looking, B your toxic, C your a creep like seriously you called her sister hot, she's 15, and lastly D well haha you haven't got much of one there" I laugh. 

He grabbed my leg and dragged me to the ground. He got over on top of me holding the knife to my throat. 

"I've cut you before , I'll do it again!" he yelled out. 

"You grazed my cheek, oh whoa I'm just so terrified" I roll my eyes and laugh sarcastically. 

I kicked my leg up and he dropped the knife. I pushed him over onto his back and picked up the knife. I gave the knife to Ran since he was the closest just for safe keeping. 

"I'm not kidding, leave her alone or I will kill you" I sighed.

"I'm not doubting that, you did kill my brother for a similar reason, but I'm not leaving her alone" he scoffed. 

"Oh how fun. So you understand I'm not lying so if I see you around her, hear anything about you, see a change in her behaviour the blame will go on you and I will kill you" I smile. 

I started walking away and the boys all just followed me not saying a word. But as I was walking away the psycho was screaming. 

"You crazy bitch! This is why your brother did that to you!" he yelled out. 

As I heard those words I grab the knife Ran was holding and throw it at the guy, hitting his chest, good luck with that buddy. 

"Don't you ever talk about my brother" I growled. 

He ripped the knife out and dropped it to the ground. He tried yelling but was loosing too much blood. He found out bout my brother because they were friends but not that close to know each others bad sides, I guess 2 psychos always turn out to be friends. 

As I walked away I had a few tears in my eyes, anyone who brings up my brother I tend to to cry. Rindo ran up to me, wiping away my tears and blood of my face. 

"Hey look at me" Rindo said softly. 

I looked up at him and his eyes widened. He pulled me into a hug and I just hug him back as I cry my eyes out. 

"I don't know why I even pay the bills anymore, I should just leave him to die there" I cry. 

"Your a great sister and daughter, you do what you think is best" Rindo said softly. 

"God I hate him so much!" I cry even more.

I pulled away from the embrace and wiped away my own tears. 

"My whole family hate me. I'm just some big disappointment because I'm not who they wanted me to be" I sighed. 

"Don't think about how they see you think about how you see yourself. Your doing great in life, taking care of your close family even if they hate you, you work 3 jobs to help them, you still stick up and protect your friends. Truly I'm impressed by how amazing you are" Rindo smiled at me. 

"Thank you, but why did you all follow me anyways?" I ask.

"We saw you were in a huge rush and wearing such a short and expensive dress like that will give you many stares on these streets" Rindo laughed. 

"Well thanks" I smiled.

"What is it that your brother did?" Shion asked me.

"I cant say" I sat. 

I was pulled into a trance if my own memories of my brother. But that trance stopped as they stared dragging me away, offering to take me home. As I got home I just packed for this week long trip for the business transaction. 

The trip finished after a week and me and the boss enjoyed ourselves quite a bit there. The people were nice, and a lot of work was done this week. We were there to see a new hotel that the boss was opening up in Singapore, he wants to go worldwide with his hotel so he had to check it since as CEO he needs to check all hotels. 

Once we were done we flew back home and as I walked into my home I see a bunch of letters from the rehab centre laying on the ground. Weird since they only send one a week about his medication and not 4 in one week. 

I opened them all up and dropped them all on the ground and ran to my bosses home without even thinking. It was time he knew what my brother had done. I was glad I had trainers on because I would of not been able to run all this time to my bosses home. I knocked on the door and his wife answered the door, seeing how stressed I was she lets me in instantly. As I saw him in the living room with his son and his friends I drop all the letters in front of my boss. I was panicking like crazy and Sanzu stood up as he walked over to me. Was he going to hit me back to reality or be nice?